Insane Moments

Between who you are and who you could be.

I'm Amanda. 20. I dance and I run.
Graduated from Leisure and Resort Management,
but I have no idea what I want from life yet.
Don't judge me.

harry potter:)

Sunday, November 20, 2005 @ 12:13 PM

heylos..yesterday was out the whole day.actually didn't decide to go out.but went to suntec met up with my cousin.hahax.we walked around and stuff..i practically shop.woah and spen 50 over dollars..after my cousin's music lesson we went to watch harry potter and the goblet of fire at 7.30..its was great..ticket was 9.50 so worth it cause the movie practically lasted from 7.30 to 10.hahax.then aunt and uncle came to give us a lift.we didn't ate dinner cause of the movie.so we went for supper or dinner..we passed by orchard cause we were suppose to eat there but we end up eating at redhill there..hahax.we reached my cousin's place like 12..i slept at like 12.30.soo fast today need to go school.-.-" oh man..i practically haven pack for OBS..hahax..later going home..hahax.everyone is on holiday we still got two weeks of school!!..aarrgghh.for no reason my hamstring hurts.xP..okay i'm done..
LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM
NOT WHAT I AM.
this is shit?..hahax.
after talking to nessa i just thought about stuff...

WELCOME TO MY LIFE
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
o you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
o you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
ou don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
o feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there..