the last day
Wednesday, December 31, 2008 @ 12:51 PM
tomorrow would be 2009
i've got no idea what are my plans today but,
i guess it's reflection time
this year was probably the most ups and downs year
and probably the most changing one.
at the start of this year i was probably one of the most lifeless
person i've known.
i didn't wanna train, didn't want to start studying for O's
and definitely not a very high person.
as months start to go by i open my doors
as much as i do not want to train
for others i did.
thanks to Mr Pedro who gave me some motivations
i trained.
even though i wasn't as good as before prior to some stupid hamstring strains
i still competed.
i screwed the competition big time
but i was happy when i saw the way my fellow trackers competed.
at about the same time, i got exposed to the world of dance
i started about 2 years ago
but it just wasn't a constant thing.
now i love dancing, like i never knew
i wanna level up
seriously.
i knew i really wanted to do well for O's
i studied
but probably bad timing when i wasn't at the peak of my performance
just a month before O's my grades were spiralling down
failing like 2 subjects and the ones i didn't fail were on its way to the 50 mark
it was really difficult to salvage my grades
because i didn't know what happen when it started to drop
and why was the way i do my work normally,changing.
well come to think of it, i think subconsciously
i was too concern with what's going on at home rather than school
school was a home away from home
it was my hiding place
and i put all the happenings at home behind when i'm in school
when it got closer to O's i think it got worst because
i didn't fully put these problems away.
secondly, my brains is tuned such that modular system works extremely well for me
when i had to study every single thing from secondary 3 to 4
my brain couldn't absorb or revise what i already knew
and it started to throw information i'm suppose to keep away
that's when my photographic memory poofed away.
and also, i panicked in the exams subconsciously
that when i reach a certain paper
or when i see a question that i've got no idea how to start
i start to blank out.
apparently, i don't even know i'm panicking in the exam
but i did.it all happens inside my brain.
i still hoping some of my papers save my O levels grade
i probably can get a D7 for physics i don't know
cause paper 2 was freaking hard
and i think every single question i attempted was a wrong answer.
family doesn't feel anything like a family to me
i'm drifting away from them i know
cause now the whole thing starts again
when i refuse to communicate with them
i can't help it
but i rather not
a same question per day relationship with them is so dumb.
i rather you not ask the question.seriously
because it's a rhetorical one
so many times, i wanna just run away from a home that doesn't feel like one
but come to think of it, i don't know where i could go.
but still thanks for whatever you have done
friends well i don't know what to say honestly
you've given me the best and the worst memories
4B: my pure O level class, you guys are one of the smartest people i know
seriously every single one of you are weird, well in a good way.
thanks guy.even though i know competition in class is kinda a big thing
but i'm glad we still got together, helping others and stuff
i wanna thank my physics class and Mr lau most
the other 7 of you, thanks for all the encourgement guys
you know my physics sucks. well vas knows i got it somewhere just afraid of saying it
i don't know which is what,just thanks for helping me clarifying ideas and stuff.
love you guys man.totally miss all the usual scenes in class.
4C: you're not in my class, but hangin' out with some of you was pretty cool.
especially during the O level period when 4B is always somewhere
and 4C would be together downstairs with the late night studying and stuff
thanks guys, it was fun studying and well having macs like every now and then with you guys.
team pedro, you guys are seriously wacky.do train hard guys.i'll visit you.
juniors i don't you that well,but you guys are nice people.do stay together and compromise
internal conflicts doesnt help.
liangwei,habbs,gina and val.training with you guys for about 2 years or so is seriously great
even though trainings were tough under ms chan or mr pedro, we still manage
to make it fun except when its dessert day.
hope you guys make it to where you wanna be
love you guys to the core.
people i always hang out with you know who you are,trackers.
if you want to be mentioned.FINE.
the Girls; Mariam, Jannah,Mei Xian, Melody, Divya, Noreen, Piriyah
the Guys; Jamie, Fudin, Desmond, Taufiq, Dennis
thanks for the 4 years in sports school, it was honestly a pretty amazing journey
with all the laughter and noise we usually have at our table
loudest among everyone..i miss that.
even though we had lots of bad times,i know especially when you guys get high
you forget things and the stuff around you.
but its alright, its your personality and character
but it was great having you guys around.
and i'm sure we'll keep in contact, we still are in contact at least.haha.
you guys are the love yeah, you guys are more than what i can ever ask for.
the other trackers not mentioned from remy's group, runners, jumps and hurdles
you guys are awesome people.you guys totally burn the track.
thanks for everything
TPRAWKS was an eye opener meeting so many new friends was pretty amazing
i was never part of something huge but there i was.
and lovin' it.i love all the Groovy Orange rawkers(:
IYSC tested my organisation skills, my brain, communication skills and more
it tested all the essential skills i need for my life.
IYSC was amazing, i pretty much was like a tour guide for the aussie netballers
they were really really nice i've got to say
and i'm glad to have met them
they were amazing players and amazing people
happy,crazy and really nice.
i'm really glad nicole was with me for this journey of IYSC
it could never have been better.
Dancers out there, you know you guys are bloody dope people.
thanks for letting me see the passion for dance and what its all about.
Alisha since you mentioned my name in two of your post, as a favour in return
here's your name.
thanks for all the great fun girl! you're awesome
and the coolest b-girl i've met.
Diana you're dope too.popper gal.thanks for being a friend
those whom i never mentioned, you know you played an important role in my life
and have helped me in everyway
thank you. and do let me know if you're not somewhere in the post.
4 years in sports school, now the journey is over
i don't know if i would ever experience something like this.
i don't know what the future holds for me in 2009
i don't know where i would go.
because i don't wanna think of the future
cause all this time i just wanted to disappear from this earth
now i'm still here, decisions are so difficult to make.
since there are so many question marks for the future.
i can only hope, wait and pray for it to happen
just hope the new year, will be better.
the start of another journey.
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groovy orange outing to ECP
Monday, December 29, 2008 @ 11:48 AM
skated for like 3 hours straight
with meixian and noreen plus ray on the bike at first
then the 3 of them plus shu,seha and alisha
and presley,mel and nat afterwards
my legs ached after that
tripped a few times luckily never fall
but sadly noreen fell i've got no idea how
the second one was really bad.
oh well accidents happen
take care yeap!
not everyone came
especially rawkers
it was like the usual group 1,2,3,4 people
more PLs came but always the usual people
plus the crashers like xiong,kai and douglas haha!
oh even our greatly eyecandied CL,brandon came.
haha!
oh and it was someone's birthday but i don't know her name
ate at somewhere near parkway parade the big open space
played like volleyball,throwing the ball here and there
some weird funny what if game
plus the triple games combine after many people left
the bang bang game,takinoko and the sha game
including goggles plus concentration
it was hilarious. oh and the go back jump that thing
after that about 10.45 took 966 stop at bangkit just before highway
with xiong at about 11.20 plus reach
and walked all the way home so reach home at like 12
nice.haha
today going to find job with meixian
finally.haha.
that's all i'll post picture soon.
hasta la vista
venturing out
Saturday, December 27, 2008 @ 10:20 PM
but didn't have a choice
so live with it.
dance is becoming my everyday thought
its seriously driving me insane
every single piece of music i hear
makes me picture nothing but routine and simply dance
but it's really driving me nuts that i can't level up
cause im afraid to venture out
afraid to interact and session or something of that sort
always trying to get people who don't dance to dance concerts
honestly what's the point
as much as i love dancing
maybe i just wasn't meant to do it
what my bro has been telling me all along
maybe i really can't make it to where i want
he even said im going to fail my O's
part of me wants to deny that thought
but part of me know the possibility of me overshooting 20 points
for L1R5, is largely possible
been on earth for 16 years
and still not know what i'm suppose to do
what i'm good at.
living is harder than i thought
everyday is a challenge.
a day at mariam's house
12:50 AM
since it's past 12,
yesterday went to mariam's place
with meixian,jannah,plus jan's sis
met at pasir ris at about 1.30 before going to her house
baked cupcakes,small little party with loads of food.
and loads of fun
went to pasir ris park to cycle/blade
i swear the blades is crap
this shows people seriously either don't know how to blade
or they didn't maintain the blades or something
it's like totally not straight
seriously straining on my ankles to skate
but luckily it was still fun
had dinner at e-hub/downtown east
at about 8 plus to 9.30
cause my food took really long to come
took a train and then bus at bugis
reached home at about 11pm
tomorrow i've got no idea what i wanna do
or what i can do even
wanna get a cheapo watch from bugis or something
i posted photos on facebook and only one photo here
cause blogger keeps having error yeah
and i can't wait for sunday.east coast outing with groovy orange(:
part of me is missing
but what, i do not know
CHRISTMAS and EVE
Wednesday, December 24, 2008 @ 11:51 PM
i slept for 3 and a half hours
and went for training
which is at 7.45AM
luckily it was just captain's ball,warm up plus stretching and exercises
and SWIMMING after that
went for macs breakfast with team pedro people
sat there for super long like 1 hour plus talking to val and habbs
after that suppose to go polyclinic meet my mum
upon reaching there,polyclinic was close
so after lunch-ing with mum
went jurong point to walk
seriously, wasn't in the mood to shop and there is nothing much nice
went for like dinner with mum and dad
highlights:i saw ferus(not sure how you spell) the distance runner(:
why i wasn't in the mood cause was suppose to have family dinner
on christmas eve, so i didn't go out until late went out with mum instead
but dinner changed to christmas day instead
so i can't go out late on christmas also
this is so dumb
always got to change my plans
CHRISTMAS
it's 1AM
so..
MERRY CHRISTMAS
to everyone i know, or people who know me
thank you guys for whatever you have ever done for me
if you felt that you were a great friend or even someone who says hi to me all the time
then i'm THANKING YOU for making life so much enjoyable
going out later
finally something to do
for some reason, christmas feels really dull this year
boring and a lot of stoning
doesn't even feel like the day that i looked forward to anymore
sigh
okay i've given presents to my juniors
left with noreen/meixian/piriyah/divya/nicole plus some tprawks people
e.g the coolest alisha.haha and more of course
can't wait for sunday's outing
perspective
Tuesday, December 23, 2008 @ 10:56 AM
it's gym day
but still i felt tired
and i'm aching all over now
thank goodness i didn't go today cause i got something on
today is macritchie
yesterday felt really happy training
and ate lunch with the juniors at banquet
after that walk a little with gina
then went home not long later
later meeting bryan who just came back from london till christmas,
sufei,eugene and nicholas lam though i can't remember him
oschool is close for this whole week
boring
no dance class
cannot session with alisha cause she's busy
rot.
i think i need to cool down
why am i feeling the way i am
about little stuff that doesn't even matter
maybe cause people know how to move on and get their own life
throw people like me aside
maybe i'm clinging too much of the past
let go, maybe i really should just let go.
my expectations of family,friends even people
are too high
maybe i shouldn't even have expectations
family doesn't feel like a family
friends doesn't feel like friends
the need and desperation to run away.
danzation 08'
Sunday, December 21, 2008 @ 2:48 AM
geraldine,alisha and reena +
the dope oschool grafitti wall, last time last look
bye bye wall=(
okay i 've cut my hair(: woohoo
for $10 and i love it
it's layered, thin and i've got a tail
apparently i didn't ask for it
for since i got it i'll appreciate it
went for dance class today
it's not alex but RYAN'S CLASS
at first i was really scared but after awhile i was alright
he teached the basics really step by step
even the bounce.woohoo
and i'll listen to him
when waiting for buses and mrts i should practice the bounce
the choreo was DOPE
and had loads of fun, like battling and stuff
but sadly i didn't get the song title
rahh hopefully i find out soon
Alisha is also fretting like crap over it.haha
and i love my hip hop 1 dance class
they're nice people(:
after dance class,went to visit the new oschool
with one of my dance class peeps
it was nice,but seems a little smaller than the current oschool
after that i bought a t-shirt from graniph plaza singapura
and some guy called sky from imodel agency came to give me his card
and he repeated his name was sky 3 times.haha
i think he's korean.
reach home about 4
met meixian about 5 at bukit panjang lrt
took a bus to ngee ann
for DANZATION 08'
seriously it was dope
we sat near the FB people
so the atmosphere was quite nice
saw loads of people i know but don't know me
haha.
and i saw the skater dude
who stays near my house at danzation.
seriously, every segment of the show hits you
their themes are really good
like love,friends and father
it's touching and really dope
is all i can say
oh surprisingly, i saw Alex in danzation
he performed and he is one of the choreographers
he's seriously good(:
the item i love most, is the ballroom and hip hop mix
the ballroom was awesome, i always love how ballroom people move
well today they combined ballroom and hip hop
it's pretty awesome
and there was a couple who were only kids
but they blow people away.
the whole thing ended approximately 10 plus
took a bus,went to macs with meixian
got a burger and walked her to the bus stop
after that went home
reach home about 11 plus.
bryan's flying to singapore from london soon! woohoo(:
can't wait.
matters of the heart
family.
anything that happens to them
hurts me like a knife stabbing me thousands of times
i wish i could help
i really wish i could do something
even if i know i can't change a damn thing
i still feel bad
no one ever knows how that feels
the person i wanna talk to about,doesn't reply me,always busy
seriously are you that busy.
bottling up these feelings sucks
honestly.
why is the world so cruel
haven't my dad and mum suffered enough
getting rob
fuck those people
seriously that's our cash to pay the rent
now it's gone
fuck
i don't even wanna imagine how it happened
cause when i imagine my father's expression when that happen
it hurts.seriously it stabs straight into my heart
god,even if i pray i doubt it makes a difference.
that's why sometimes i stop believing
my dad believes in you
but why don't you ever seem to be helping him
seeing him suffer seriously breaks me
i act like nothing happens
i act like the dumbest person in the house
but i'm not, everyone keeps things from me
afraid of me knowing
but i would know somehow
and it hurts to find out that way.
can this just stop..just stop
seriously
it's driving me insane.
fuck it
friends doesn't seem like friends
same problem occuring over and over
keeping things from me
you feel left out?
i think i am the one instead
last to know, maybe unappreciated
you don't even know what my life is like
don't even try to make yours sound worst
when you are living in such a blissful family
and are blind to what is infront of you
screw this world
what's wrong with it
i wish i could disappear now
Labels: i posted late, it's a saturday post
sentosa
Thursday, December 18, 2008 @ 10:40 PM
i was pretty much a zombie trying to find tissues to salvage my stuffed up nose
thinking about it, it's pretty hilarious
but seriously it's horrible
alarm then went off at 8.30AM
but i fly back to my bed at woke up late at 9.15
left my house late as well.
was suppose to meet meixian at tanah merah at 11.15
i reached there about 11.25
went to changi airport to sent the silat people off
left the aiport to take a train to harbour front
to meet jamie,dom and shermain
in the train we saw aaron,sama and their malay friend
haha.it was nice seeing aaron the screw again
after meixian,dom and i reached the mrt
when jamie called
there was a competition on who reach the latest must buy a ball
Jamie lost haha! cause he got lost in vivocity so shermain reached before him
but anyway he brought a ball which his dog pretty much bite many holes in it
so he didn't have to buy one
went to siloso beach and had fun
in water and land(:
washed up about 5.30 plus
reached vivo 6 plus
jamie went off cause he needed to go home
so dom,shermain,meixian and i went to foodcourt to eat
after that i took 963 at about 8.15
slept in the whole bus trip, which is about an hour
i even had muscle spasms.haha
i left my favourite black star earrings in the toilet
lazy to get it back
haha i think i've got retribution for being lazy
cause my other two white stars broke too
haha!
i'm sick, not recovering
refuse to see a doctor
simply great--
distracted
Wednesday, December 17, 2008 @ 9:27 PM
apparently, she didn't even wake up
and she sleeptalk-ed which scare the hell outta me in the morning
i went for training
but apparently we played dodgeball and did exercises
plus see mr pedro's photos
easy right?
but i'm sick, so during dodgeball i almost died
i choked and cough like i don't know how many times
so it was kinda hard in a sense for me
when the rest went swimming
liangwei is damn funny
she ate the chocolates meixian gave
and she said it tasted like her hair wax and burned plastic
i tried it
and seriously it tasted weird
went for breakfast/lunch at macs with
hin ann,habbs,gina and meixian
after that walked around with gina and meixian
and then meixian and i went to orchard road
we watched THE DAY THE EARTH STOOD STILL
apparently, it was more exciting and thrilling than twilight and city of ember
which was weird.
and we saw caryn!(:
we went to visit noreen,liang wei and muammar at work too(:
they're really funny people
and today i almost screamed when meixian and i were going around like idiots
searching for niponya, liang wei's work place
we were looking then suddenly she was just beside me
i got a shock
haha
then she shouted jeremy to her colleague saying she go out for awhile
it was damn funny
cause she shouted the guy's name in a super gay way haha!
okay i'm really distracted today
no idea why
probably cause i only had 4 hours of sleep
i dropped off at the wrong bus stop today and i almost got hit by a car
i miss you
and you made me laugh with a simple email
Monday, December 15, 2008 @ 9:16 PM
lazy to go out
saw this quiz on elaine's blog
just decided to do it for fun
never really done a quiz like on blog
hahaha.
TEN ARE YOU(S)
1. Are you single – yeap,duhh
2. Are you happy – Yeap
3. Are you bored – like hell yeah
4. Are you fair – fair as in white or fair as in no biaseness? HAHA!
5. Are you Italian – nope, i wish
6. Are you intelligent – err. i think so?
7. Are you honest – yeap(:
8. Are you nice – yeap(:
9. Are you Irish – nope
10. Are you Asian – yeap
TEN FACTS
1. Full Name – Lee Ya Yu ( my english name is not part of my NRIC and stuff)
2. Nicknames – panda, manda, ahnia(anya), white chicken. that's about it i guess
3. Birth place - SINGAPORE
4. Hair color – brown
5. Natural hair style – straight and wavy at certain areas
6. Eye colour – brown
7. Birthday – 9 february 1992
8. Mood – neutral
9. Favorite color – anything i guess, except light pink.HOT pink is fine
10. One place you'd like to visit – i've got no idea.probably UK or Japan. i can't male up my mind
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1. Have you ever been in love – yeah?
2. Do you believe in love at first sight – i think i do?
3. Do you currently have a crush? – YEAP(:
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally – yeah, totally over it though
5. Have you ever broken some one's heart – i think so..
6. Have you ever had your heart broken – yeap, totally over it.
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them – yeah, loads of times.hahaha!
8. Are you afraid of commitment – nope
9. Who was the last person you hugged – one of my friends? i can't remember
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? – no one that i remember
TEN THIS OR THAT
1. Love or lust – Love
2. Hard liquor or beer – i've got no idea what both taste like
3. Cats or dogs – Dogs
4. A few best friends or any regular friends - a few best friends(:
5. Creamy or Crunchy – Crunchy
6. Pencil or Pen – Pencil
7. Wild night out or romantic night in - romantic night i guess depending on who.
8. Money or Happiness – i wish for both.
9. Night or day – night
10. IM or phone – IM
TEN HAVE YOU EVER
1. Been caught sneaking out – Nope, not that i know of
2. Seen a polar bear – yeah, in the zoo.LOL
3. Done something you regret – yeap duh
4. Bungee jumped – nope
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor – yeap i think? hahaha
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker – what's that?
7. Been caught naked – hell no!
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back – yeah, once or twice, but not now
9. Cried because you lost a pet – nope, never really owned one
10. Wanted to disappear – yeah
TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1. Smile or eyes - Eyes(: but actually both is fine
2. Light or dark hair – anything is fine. as long is not white hair
3. Hugs or kisses – is there a lot of difference? fine with both
5. Intelligence or attraction – attraction, but the guy can't be too stupid
6. Topman or Zara – don't mind any one
7. Funny or serious – both(:
8. Older or Younger – older i guess, not too old.younger is fine, but not too young either
9. Outgoing or quiet – i'm fine with both, cause sometimes i'm quiet too
10. Sweet or Bad – Sweet (:
TEN HAVE YOUS
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - yes, if you consider school
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - yeah, like once or twice
3. Ever tried walking on your hands – yeah, but i fell on my back and it hurts like hell.
4. Ever been to a rock concert – nope, don't intend to
5. Ever been on a cheer leading team – nope.
6. Ever been on a dance team – err.nope if you consider a one week temporary team then yeah
7. Ever been on a sports team – yeap!
8. Ever been in a drama play/production – yeap. once for school.
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? – nope!
10. Ever been in a rap video? – nope
TEN... LASTS
1. Last phone call you made – yesterday to meixian
2. Last person you hugged – a friend which i've can't remember who
3. Last person you hung out with – meixian, nicole, noreen and habibah
4. Last time you worked – 7 december in school, IYSC(:
5. Last person you talked to – my mum
6. Last person you IM'd - now it's nathaniel from tp(:
7. Last person you texted – wan yi, my ex room mate
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with – chloe, my cousin
9. Last person/thing you missed – a guy from new zealand(:
10. Last website visited – facebook
out
Sunday, December 14, 2008 @ 11:24 PM
had great fun and laughter
thanks to meixian's stupid stories.
i'm tired.
you've been on my mind
for every little thing you tell me
it makes my day
city of ember
1:06 AM
so happy
cause Alex took the class
and his class always has variations
so today was HOUSE!(:
aaahhh! i totally LOVE it
and he made us high ,plus he's a nice guy
the song was closer by neyo.
sadly i miss last week's lyrical hip hop.
rahh.
never mind next week i hope he takes hip hop again!(:
daniel's on an overseas trip!
so there is no house course! crap.
anyway after dance class went to meet chloe
ate at carl's junior
apparently we went there for the drinks.LOL
cause it's free flow
so i couldn't finish my burger and fries
went peninsula cause chloe wanted to buy jeans
she bought 2
i wanted to buy
but lazy to try
we walked all the way to orchard road
we watched CITY OF EMBER it was not bad
but the same feeling of twilight was for city of ember as well
weird.
the storyline is good, i liked it actually
but it has flaws opposite of twilight
there is a lot of action, little conversation
so after the first part when you can't hear why they make an underground city
that can last only 200 years.you're gone
cause you'll be lost in what's happening in the movie
and monsters appear out of nowhere which was weird
but overall,not bad
just the fact that the Lido 6 was weird
and a guy's head keep blocking my view.
then ate at taka, hang out at borders
home sweet home.
i spend money only on food today.hahaha! weird
should i go for popping or house?
oschool popping or studio wu?
should i even go for popping course?
this is bloody stress.
i miss you more than you know
actually you don't even know
twilight
Saturday, December 13, 2008 @ 12:45 AM
ate lunch at cine
and we went to watch TWILIGHT digital
at shaw,with the free tickets i had
digital or not,it doesn't make a difference
what i think about the movie?
i thought it was alright,sort of expected?
honestly, i felt the X factor was missing
the girls at the back were screaming only because they think
robert pattinson and jackson rathbone was hot
the story and main stuff was there
the timeline was a little weird
and most importantly i can't feel the flow of the movie
it feels like really like every part of the book just chunk up to make the movie
it's like in pieces, an uncompleted puzzle.
but it's nice, wonderful.worth it
i just can't say the movie was perfect that's all
after that wanted to movie marathon
and watch city of ember
seriously it's cool
but wanted to eat first
so wasn't THAT hungry
went taka to get sushi
after that we just started to walk around
lazy to watch a movie
i bought a collared shirt at flesh imp
just what i was looking for
a shirt to act as an outer covering if i wear a tank top
tomorrow going for dance class then meeting chloe.
i think that's the plan for tomorrow at least
i've got nothing to do these days.
why does it hurt
even though part of me know that
i'm thinking of the impossible.
all i need to do now is,
let go.
sick
Friday, December 12, 2008 @ 12:42 AM
stayed noreen's house
woke up at 9am
Noreen and i met Ray at bishan the library cafe for a free hot drink at 11am
the hot chocolate is so NOT hot
and they didn't stir it properly
so when you accidently swallow the chocolate
it's bitter like crazy
after that about 12.15 went to meet Habibah,Gina and LiangWei
had lunch with them
well i only ate an apple pie plus drank milo
it's been a long time since i laughed like mad with team pedro
so thanks guys, i really enjoyed the short lunch!(:
we're talking about liangwei and her retaining thing
it was hilarious, at first it was 6 years in sports school
then it extended to 8 years
and then i said 9 years
she pointed middle finger and stuff
it was hilarious cause me and gina was like doing the same thing as liangwei
and gina was like going f*ck and laughing at the same time haha
habibah was simply laughing and laughing.
it was stupid okay
oh the most hilarious one was the ite thing, liangwei go point to the side all
it was damn stupid
and liangwei suppose to be at wisma at 1.10 i think at 1 we were still at macs
i was like "thought you need to be at wisma at 1.10"
she was like shocked and was like "shit" then she started rushing
all of us just laughed and laughed.
after that went home
and tried to pack the house
but failed
cause i sneeze like hell
and i was already sick
so now i feel giddy,cough and weird to be exact
rahh hate it
highlights of today was simply lunch and dinner
had pizza for dinner,woohoo! favourite(:
i miss you dude.
why do you have to be so far away
slumber
Wednesday, December 10, 2008 @ 11:58 PM
woohoo
before i get to why i'm here
i'll tell you what i did today
wanted to slack at home
apparently mariam messaged me at nine plus in the morning
not nice
cause i was still sleeping
so she wanted to go out
so i use computer until one plus before geting ready to leave my house
suppose to meet them at 2.30pm plaza singapura
apparently i reached my house bus stop at 2.30
cause only at 1.20, jannah told me the meeting time
immediately after that went to marina square
ate mega mcspicy for lunch which is about thre plus
apparently i was the only one who have not eaten
after that just walk
went to esplanade roof top terrace to take photos
and they all went home about 6
i went for an an's hip hop one
and fredy's mtv groove open class
an an's class is tough for me cause i got BIG problem catching rhythm and all the groove
i can't get the beats
so i keep screwing the choreo
need MORE practice
fredy's mtv groove was fun
quite simple the choreo i think
but it's how you execute it that makes it nice and the isolations
it was fun
i screwed up only the final video shoot
forgot the shoulders haha
after class about 9.30
called noreen to see if she's off work
she said no so i decided to find her
then her mum asked me if i wanted to stay over
at first i rejected but she say just cal my mum and stay
so i decided to
so here i am(:
you're now stuck in my head
every single time the first person i think of
is you
recital
Tuesday, December 9, 2008 @ 11:58 PM
and i miss all the people who was part of it
thanks guys for the memories, i hope i would see you guys again
next year if i've got the chance to help out i definitely would
but i probably might have school and it's gonna be a problem
unless i'm having school holidays
praying really hard for the next IYSC to be during a time when i'm having holidays
all pictures are up on facebook
i'm lazy to post here except this one
part of the newcastle team 1 and 2
the people who made IYSC really enjoyable
thanks <3>
they flew off on sunday,so yeah.there goes.
anyway MONDAY 8 DECEMBER was OSCHOOL RECITAL!
finally it's here
noreen forgot it was hari raya so she couldn't go
luckily i manage to sell her ticket to my bro's friend or whoever
to get $15 dollars back
i was going to be alone for the recital, as usual-.-
luckily i manage to call fion
then i sat with her and the tpde people
they were really nice people(:
thanks for making the recital enjoyable.
btw, did i mention, the recital was DOPE.
good work guys!
pretty diana after recital(:
dope person
TUESDAY 9 december
i woke up in the morning meet noreen to collect my pay $150
for working 10 days
went to mind muammar at tangs(:
he's a nice guy
i went to watch BOLT with noreen and ray
it was nice(: and fun with these people
went home from town at about 8
and i bought an adidas shoe for $115.50
spent about three quarters of my pay.
today i've got no idea what to do later.
great
except that i'm going for dance class at night.
that's all for updates
sayonara
i think i really like you
when i thought it was just a crazy feeling
final days of IYSC
Friday, December 5, 2008 @ 11:03 PM
meeting new people everyday
hope it never really ends actually
tomorrow is the last day=(
but oh well, tomorrow will be awesome and i'm sure
and tomorrow i'm going to run during my free time!
haha cause i so need to exercise
and pictures will be posted up soon
cause i'm lazy to do it now
oschool recital is coming i'm extremely excited(:
shoots, tomorrow 1pm got alex's hip hop class
he replace daniel!
i wanna go!
omg
i'm damn desperate for dance class.
okay will update soon.toodles.
long day
Monday, December 1, 2008 @ 11:09 PM
woke up like 5.45AM
reached school about 7.30AM
programme nearly the same everyday except
today was the start of their competition
malaysia beat singapore sports school team 2
new zealand and singapore sports school team 1 tied
newcastle 1 and 2 had a game against each other
team 1 won
but well done to all teams(:
today was a long day
luckily i caught a short nap like from 12.45pm to about 1.15pm
in the recreational room
went out of school about 8.30
finally earlier than 9pm
all of us are like damn shag for these few days
cause we have very little sleep
we work for very long hours
we do loads of stuff for the teams
for example go supermarket buy food or bring them around and stuff
sadly,we don't get paid very much
oh got scared to the max by a husky while walking from school to the MRT
was in a daze cause i really felt tired
was looking on the floor
then i saw the head of the husky
which was similar to a wolf
i jerked and jumped
cause i thought was like some wild animal
damn hilarious
it's so difficult to get through a day
catching naps whenever i can
done for today
another long day tomorrow
toodles people
is this really happening
well from my point of view
it's just my imagination running wild.