lao shi let us watch LE GRAND CHEF
haha nice and touching korean show.

tomorrow SPH relays
i feel so scared cause i know
i havent been training well.
so afraid i screw it up.
hope for the best.

slack with meixian today after school
in causeway
reach home 6 plus.yeap.

i wanna know who am i right now.
things happen
everyone changes.
i've changed. i know i have.
but why.
looking at myself in the mirror
just makes me wonder who is that girl.
the amanda i once know and my parents once know
seem to be dead.. lost out there.

crying isn't always an option
always telling myself stay strong.
i've been.hiding everything in my head and heart.
leaving it there until someone opens it with the right key.
for once in my life, i felt i needed someone
but that someone i thought would be a friend
have left or rather i left.
leaving behind nothing but air,
that i once breathe.
to me its betrayal.

Imagine there's no Heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace

You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world

You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one

woke up damn early thanks to the handphone-.-
messaged a lot of people
my saturday is so messed up

manage to get out to orchard with my cousin
watched SPIDERWICK CHRONICLES with my cousin
nice show(: not bad pretty cool with all the magical creatures.
cathay had a power trip so the movie got cut half way
but continued after like 10 minutes
weird.HAHA.

saw like people.met noreen at 6.15 to get my spikes
for training tomorrow
she forgot to bring the skort i needed for the convention

went out for dinner with family
apparently not a pleasant one
ate like super little.not much pratically.
was kinda pissed with my dad who is angry at me
about stuff i didn't do

things always turn out how they aren't suppose to be
sorry.
but i just can't take it anymore
if only i could..
could run away.

went to noreen's house to get the skort
after bro went to camp
and then home.
not sweet though.
i like the korean song by sm town-only love(:

tomorrow's saturday got loads of stuff on.
and sadly missing dance class!

competition isn't what im always looking forward to
well today i just took part in the first allcomers.

yesterday was like damn shag
well it didn't affect today except the sleepy eyes.
haha.
played pool till 12 after bro's chalet thing
stayed at cousin's house in simei and slept at like 1?i dont know.
woke up at 8.actually 7 thanks to divya for calling.
i couldn't even say hello when she called at 7.
i hung up and msg her to ask her to msg me.
weirdo.

reach ite simei like 9 plus after bk breakfast
haha.yummy.
waited for meixian to come around 10
did like warm-up together.

slacked.did my history.
and had like a lot of time.until 1.25 for warm up

ran 100m.did like 13.49
not pb.
im alright didn't feel like disappointed or anything
just felt okay.cause..
many stuff last week.studies injured here there.
so yeah.

tomorrow got doc's appointment so not in school
until night.
im so dead for school.

I BOUGHT NEW HAVAIANAS SLIPPERS!
cause mine was about to break.

oh recap on retarded stuff today
went to expo at 3 plus to eat "lunch" with noreen and meixian.
so humid. im serious.
then until 4.30 plus i think took the mrt.
wanted to take the 2 mins one not the 12 mins
noreen card no money so went to top up.then she screw the machine
so waited
when the train arrived she went into the lift
with fast reaction meixian and i ran up the escalator.
jump into the train.then realise noreen not there so ran out
the lift was like damn slow like tortoise.so waited for 12 minute
then went cityhall to buy stuff with meixian
took 190 which i missed because of the lady in cheers
meixian manage to catch her stupid 124 bus
reach home at 7 plus.

bye for now.my post is like in parts(:

totally not prepared for competition tomorrow
havent done my homework
great
life is screwed up.

dont even wanna compete
running with noreen and val and dorcas tomorrow
great
most of them are much faster than me
though i dont really care.
but weird anyway.
freak.

rain i don't know if you
should or even would fall
pray that you would bring the best out of me
making it the best run for this season
or the worst..
im in your hands.
you are the miracle rain.

TIRED

liangwei killed me for training.
okay everyone WAS practically crazy
going like fast for the first rep when its suppose to be slow.
died after the first two reps
so the last one i died.haha.

training was at 2.30
so no life.

tomorrow got class at like er..9
meeting divya for breakfast
got chem quiz ahh!
last minute study.

bought a new umbrella from espirit
cause mine just broke
chris told me and divya to chip in for nash's present
a camera
damn. i need one and want one
i dont even dare to buy one
now i have to get for someone else
how unfair
damn $25.this is crap i tell you
ughh
not that i dont want to get her anything
but $25 a pretty high price to pay.
no idea what to do now.
screwed.

i wish i would meet my future bf/bffs faster.

school hasn't been going well and all
but its alright.
its driving me nuts though
holidays..
march holidays ain't no holiday
morning= extra classes
afternoon= training
for me= no life

and my phone is STILL dead
been two weeks now
my dad will buy me anything else but a new phone
even a camera.weird.
seriously i need a new phone
bringing my phone to fix is like quite retarded though
my dad suppose to bring my phone for fixing like last week
he didn't
thanks a lot dad.
now i have to do it.


today and yesterday is totally stress day
for real, for real.
A maths and chinese test on the same day?
is never a good thing
studied so hard for chinese but im still gonna fail anyway
didn't study for maths but it was SO much easier
trust me.

school is hell now.ughh screw it
no wonder i always ask myself
did i make the right decision?

today school finished at 9.40am
after A maths test
was almost late for class cause training finished at 8.10am
when assembly is like at 8.20am.
couldn't move in the morning anyway.
knees and foot hurts like crap.
check out before 10.30am
went for HMT test which i was like whoot!
the paper was like damn difficult
i practically blank out
can't remember a lot of stuff that i studied
too stress

left school with meixian cause she had mt test as well.
we decided to catch a movie instead of going to get swimming costumes at bishan
watched THE EYE
i panic in the theatre.scary but the show was okay.
story board wasn't so bad at least
and there were only like 6 people includin us in the theatre.
after movie went to buy stuff at popular
meixian owe me fifteen dollars
haha confusion.
came home
and watch tv and slack after that yeap.

tomorrow hope i wake up in time for dance class
rahh
last week woke up late.
damn late.
and i should really stop with singlish