I'm Amanda. 20. I dance and I run.
Graduated from Leisure and Resort Management,
but I have no idea what I want from life yet.
Don't judge me.
Images
Monday, May 31, 2010 @ 11:39 PM
today went Images of Singapore with group mates
Spam photos, i sort of like the exhibits about Singapore
maybe cause i like history,
but i like old ford factory more i think, cause it's on war stuff.
had consultation after that for attractions/ fem project
it's going nowhere seriously
oh well.
suppose to study, but ended up waiting for people and eating
never study=.=
only studied at 10PM.
meeting Anita at 10AM
goodbye world.
and i finally settled for a blog skin.
i think.
recently, i've been looking at things from a wider point of view
i'm seeing things i never realise
a whole lot of crap
lies
crazy days
1:55 AM







Updates

Friday, Loose Joint's workshop was DOPE
Really inspiring and i think i gain a lot of knowledge.
Thanks Loose Joint for the awesome workshop!
Thanks Diana and Joycelyn for attending it with me(:

Studying with Kayla these days.
Thanks! but i was basically rushing my Attractions Mgt Project.
It really sucks.

Get Down Vol 3 was awesome
Thanks to KS and Brendan for organising it.
Thank to Ben for the comments
Thanks to everyone who made it fun!
Surprised i was even in Top 32, because i didn't expect it.
All i wanted was to have fun
and i really did.
Thank you to Jeremy, Luqman and Andy for the enlightenment!
Good job to everyone!

Studied with Diana and Kayla at K's place today.
Awesome awesome
and Toby looks like a sheep woohoo

and Tommy, you survived all my typing and using you today
woohoo <3
ROM over
Thursday, May 27, 2010 @ 11:51 PM
finally done with the stressful ROM,
test and presentation
now gotta concentrate on Attractions Management
and Accounting Mid Sem Test!

I need to stop slacking
oh well that's all for my updates(:
monday blues
Monday, May 24, 2010 @ 11:50 PM
I sessioned at today
thanks everyone it was fun(:

as usual, school is like shit

and before i forget
Happy Birthday to Melody Leow(:
sometimes fairytales are what people simply wish for
Saturday, May 22, 2010 @ 11:54 PM


projects are practically making me go mad
ROM submission on Monday
ROM presenation Thursday
ROM test Thursday
Attraction Mgt Project Thursday
Are you kidding me?
This is insane

Surprisingly i still have some time off
Manage to catch The Last Song with Chloe,
the movie was on one of the stories Nicholas Sparks wrote
i really love his books.
I thought the movie was awesome
i couldn't stop tearing at the last few parts of the movie
i got to say it's totally worth my saturday $9.50.
love it(:

Didn't do project, so Sunday gotta work hard!

I really need to shop,
i saw loads of stuff i wanna buy!
and i did something really stupid, by rejecting an offer
if not i would have bought the shirt i want! gosh.
how dumb of me!

project season: quick update
Wednesday, May 19, 2010 @ 12:50 AM
haven't been blogging for what seems like 2 weeks!
a lot of happenings,
don't have time to blog.

The only most significant i can remember is TPDE orientation camp!
i was HDL for Poseidon with Zheng Yi
i had loads of fun.
Even had my first night walk, which i think it's pretty awesome
the people were really good actors!
Freshies in my group were all really nice too!
so yay! everything went well for camp!
i had loads of fun!

Sadly, i missed out on pro-am!
heard it's fun, oh well there's always next time.

project season now!
chionging like mad!
i hardly dance, not feeling it.
It's like when someone mentions something
my mood just falls.
oh well that's all for update!

and studying at sentosa still officially suck.
(:
passing through somehow
Saturday, May 8, 2010 @ 11:39 PM
I can finally feel the difficulty of coping between dance and track
i wanna run and go for training.
but i want to session and dance too.
apparently, track and dance like to be on the same day.
how can i choose?
put that aside for now.

volunteering for YOG was probably a stupid mistake
now i have no idea what to write for the report
the event was quite weird as there weren't that many youths
and i had blisters and leg aches after standing the whole day
the fun part was probably working with other people and
getting to see all the celebrities.

went for Ben's open today
learn new things of course, yay!
and went to watch NTU Funk Jam Vol 1
all i can say, it was dope shit!
the atmosphere was great, so were the people.
and thanks NTU for organising this!
Enjoyed myself.
happy birthday mum
Monday, May 3, 2010 @ 11:09 PM
i literally died in school
hardly able to open my eyes.

i bought a cake and mascara for my mum for her birthday

Dear Mum,
though it's not much and that you may never read this
but just wanna say Happy birthday mummy!
i'm not very good with words when it comes to talking,
i don't know how to express myself when it comes to feelings more personal
sometimes, i look like i don't care about a lot of stuff but i really do
i know that you ask a lot of questions to find out how i'm doing
or what i've been up to lately
i know my answers haven't been the most pleasant because i'm used to being alone
all on my own, i like keeping things to myself.
you never really complained and i really like that.
i know you try everything you can to give us what you can
and time isn't the most important thing at the moment to give.
maybe because of that i've become this "alone" person.
Really appreciate what you've done for the family,
although it was only me and you blowing the cake
but i see the happiness and joy in your face that i remembered
i did something and it's really all about the thoughts
i feel content that you're happy i just wish i could have done more
much more for you to be happier and lead a better life.
but i'm only me and there is only so much i can do.
i hope you have an awesome birthday.

Amanda

dreams
Sunday, May 2, 2010 @ 4:41 PM
bought my running shoe yesterday
like finally
all my shoes are like falling apart
bought a mizuno one, cause asics is like too expensive.
plus i get loads of free stuff when i bought the mizuno

i'm putting everything down
and just letting you go.
determined to forget, to not talk to you and hopefully not see you
i think God is making a fool out of me
of all people, i saw you yesterday
luckily, you didn't see me.
i don't even bother trying anymore
because it's not worth my time and effort
when people just don't appreciate.
thanks zy for the encouragement and some wakening.
but still i need some time.
dreams are always just dreams.
i don't believe in magic and miracles
because apparently none of those happen to me.

my shoulder still hurts=.=