I'm Amanda. 20. I dance and I run.
Graduated from Leisure and Resort Management,
but I have no idea what I want from life yet.
Don't judge me.
died
Friday, March 30, 2007 @ 10:46 PM
as you all know 24 & 25 march was SPH relays,they dont call it sph anymore.now they call it SAA schools relay championships.yeap.okay people everytime hear sports school they will go" aiya..sports school sure win.." or something like that mann.its not true but i have yet to prove patrick wrong mann.so yeap.congrats to everyone in sph.i know im kinda slow but oh well at least i post right.haha.
pictures i manage to take cause it was last minute and our school photographer took the photos but i dont know where all of it went.so ya.
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noreen's hand,meixian's eye and liangwei's covered face.
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noreen and i:) the light was too bright!
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i obviously look dumb.divya took this!
ooo..i can see the c div relay team(L.W,GINA,HABIBAH AND VAL)
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my medal:D noreen took this!
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ooo many people,haha but the odd one is piriyah with the camera!
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relay:D i got no idea what we doing
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relay! but none of us really look at the camera so ya.
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meixian and i:D
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our b div boys i got no idea when i took this but yeap.

jamie still owes me a picture:) waha

i took some pictures yesterday in school as well:)
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Vanessa and Mei Xian:D
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our nice school
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Meixian's hand and the lights.i made her take this.hahas.reach:) it look like its photoshopped

as for today..it was okay.i slept early the night before cause had training in the morning but it was just jogging and stretching.
Class was okay.had english,we did Merchant of Venice, History did Stalin thing about his Five Year Plans and Collectivise thing.Social studies we did presentation about conflict,my group research on the Kashmir conflict thing which is between India and Pakistan and presented that.so yeap.at 2.15 had DISC,the pep thing its fun:)

training was like tiring.i couldn't move..muscles aching(thanks to medicine ball)-.-"..oh man..
180m all out and 220m all out.i did a 25.01 & 31.18.Fathullah made me laugh when he did 500m and his timing was same as Ridzwan.he practically died mann! so funny!:)Gina was so poor thing cause she did 300m and 500m but she was great!:) go gina!woohoo!waha.vanessa did her pb cool. she use 4 steps.This week was like always all out for training i'm so tired.
SPECIAL THANKS TEAM CHAN FOR CHEERING FOR ME WHEN I RAN:D IT WAS REALLY ENCOURAGING.THANK YOU EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU.

after training got ready and stuff when to vista point with NOREEN,PIRIYAH and HABIBAH.we met HAKEEM and DESMOND there.so yeap desmond's mum was nice to give me a lift to causeway after dinner:D haha.

i reach home 9 plus,im so dead..im doing 2000 words reflection log-.-"
SPH 07
Saturday, March 24, 2007 @ 9:02 PM
i was at gombak stadium at 11.30.while warm-up starts at 12.30-.-" well done.anyway we started at 12.40 cause noreen came late.

2pm was 4x200m heats.coaches told us relax so i was quite relax la.ok just open stride.we came in second for heats cedar was first.

our finals was 5.30.i sat there cheered for many many people.our school broke some records.haha.saw many many people like sarah,cheryl,jamie,tyanne,patrick.jeremiah and many more.so yarr.

lucky we got lane 4 cause their rules is lane 5 first qualifier.woo..lucky.cause gail can chase people infront if can see.so in the end we got first.mann.chasing lane 6 and 7 make my butt and back cramp so tired la. tomorrow 4by100m diee..

i got like super a lot of homework and im too tired to do any.help me..faint* hahas.

i manage to download the because of you song by ne-yo and honey soundtrack: i believe by Yolanda Adams.they are such nice songs.i didn't know because of you was sung by neyo mann.yays me!:D

i owe JAMIE 1000 dollars.hahas i think paper money works^^

Yolanda Adams- I believe
They said you wouldn't make is so far uh uh
And ever since they said it, it's been hard
But nevermind the nights you had to cry
Cause you have never let it go inside
You worked real hard
And you know exactly what you want and need
So believe and you can never give up
You can reach your goals
Just talk to your soul and say…


(Chorus:)
I believe I can (I can)
I believe I will (I will)
I believe I know my dreams are real(know my dreams are real)
I believe I'll chant (Oh yea)
I believe I'll dance I believe
I'll grow real soon and (That's why)
That is what I do believe

Your goals are just a thing in your soul uh uh
And you know that your moves will let them show
You keep creating pictures in your mind
So just believe they will come true in time
It will be fine
Leave all of your cares and stress behind
Just let it go Let the music flow inside
Forget all your pain
And just start to believe

(Chorus:)
I believe I can (I believe I can oh yea)
I believe I will I
believe I know my dreams are real (All of my dreams are real)
I believe I'll chant
I believe I'll dance (I gotta dance)
I believe I'll grow real soon and (ooo)
That is what I do believe
Whoa oa oa YEA…


(Music break)

Nevermind what people say
Hold your head high and turn away
With all our hopes and dreams
I will believe
Even though it seems it's not for me
I won't give up I'll keep it up
Look into the sky
I will achieve all my needs
I will always believe….OoOo


(Chorus 2x)
I believe I can
I believe I will (I can)
I believe I know my dreams are real (I got strength)
I believe I'll chant
I believe I'll dance (I gotta dance)
I believe I'll grow real soon and (watch me watch me watch me)
That is what I do believe (I do believe in me)

I believe I can
I believe I will (oh yea)
I believe I know my dreams are real
I believe I'll chant
I believe I'll dance (I gotta dance)
I believe I'll grow real soon and
That is what I do believe (I do believe! yayeeyay)
sph coming
Friday, March 23, 2007 @ 8:59 PM
im dead bored.soo much homework.didn't blog like since last week.my stupid bro la

okay this whole week was like sleep in except today.cause today just warm-up in the morning then afternoon don't need to train
this week have been training for relay.im damn screwed and damn pissed about it.freak la.
one person's mood affecting everyone.

this week i had physics and chemistry test.hopefully i pass pretty confident but ohh well can't wait for results.i failed a maths pass e maths.i pass history and social studies. yarr..
today,i went dental during english class.lame..okay.err had history and social studies.ss had presentation i don't even know what to say.

DISC personality test for pep.it was cool..and super funny.woah.

left school 5 plus ate dinner 6 plus with DIVYA and MEIXIAN,NOREEN and MEL left earlier soo yar.i reach home at 7.45pm.

tomorrow SPH,Good luck people.im damn SCREWED help me..-.-"

picture:D
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STRIPES!

a lot of people's birthday so..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to people in sports school:
MEIXIAN
NASHITA
ALI
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to people not in sports school:
JAMIE & SUFEI
walk walk
Wednesday, March 14, 2007 @ 10:49 PM
i'm soo tired today,my legs are like breaking.

training was like okay,after warm up we did two step hurdles.i was pretty amaze with myself for being able to stretch so far to reach the next hurdle.never done something like that before.after which we did 80m,100m,120m.i ran with SHYAN today.soo didn't really have the push like HABIBAH gave me.so the timing was not that bad,cause the weather was super hot as well.the stopwatch seriously pissed me.cause the darn thing can't get the timing right-.-"

afetr training went to causeway banquet and ate with LIANGWEI,HABIBAH,WEI EN and VERA.nice time:D after that habibah,liang wei and i took the train towards jurong east.liangwei got down at gombak cause she meeting guopei they all.habibah and i changed train at jurong east.i was getting of at lavender while she was going simei.so yarr.

i met my cousin at lavender.this uncle came and talk to me after i got of the train asking me dumb questions idiot-.-"
first he asked in chinese actually but translation:do you do cleaning(or something like that)
i was like no..
second he ask:are you from china?
i was like NO.i was giving like some what the hell face la.
then he ask if i making passport or ic
i was like NO again.
he ask something else but didn't hear la.
what the..i don't even know the old fella

my cousin and i went to beach road to find bags but couldn't find.soo we went to bugis got some bags in consideration.we walked to raffles and then i liked the new balance back but decided to look at others first.we went to suntec and marina.
i LOVE THE NIKE BAG but it was like 93 dollars.im like oh my tian.
so i decided or forced myself to get the new balance one which i got 40% off i got 2 actually but the other one stock haven't come in so yarr..yays!i save liek 20 dollars by not buying the nike bag:)

we went to the new shopping mall call central or something near clarke quay it was kind of empty cause not many shops open yet but the layout is like vivo,far east and a bit of paragon.soo yarr.came home after that.legs breaking.went to walk downstairs with my mum for awhile.

LiangWei,Habibah and people going wala:have fun!:D good luck! ahas focus yeahs!
training again.duhh
Tuesday, March 13, 2007 @ 5:41 PM
woke up again for training,but today at 7..and i left my house late-.-" but i wasn't late for training.wahah.
today we did starting blocks and gym for training.i think today starting blocks was crappy i couldn't start at all-.-" but the last one was kind of scary cause i used the height 3 and 4 instead.usually i use 2 and 3..

after training nessa,liangwei,meixian and i went to eat lunch at causeway.after that i went home.

i've been sitting infront of the stupid computer since like 2 plus.now its like gonna be 6.HahA i've been trying to do history which i can't seem to get the last part right..soo..don't really care?? i'm like super BORED.

i manage to download a song that i've been trying to mind.yays:D love it mann.

Train- Drops of Jupiter
Now that she's back in the atmosphere
With drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there's time to change, hey, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like June, hey, hey

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Now that she's back from her soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey
She checks out Mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that there's time to grow, hey, hey

Now that she's back in the atmosphere
I'm afraid that she might think of me as plain ol' Jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the Milky Way
And tell me, did Venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know you're wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had... and me

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the Milky Way

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there
wanyi!:D
Monday, March 12, 2007 @ 9:26 PM
hey y'all!
today wake up like 6.30 for training,i had to be in school earlier cause of physio.Haha.im soo tired.

okay todays training was one step hurdle and baton pass,it was kind of dumb that i had no one to pass to so i just run with Gina.soo ya and watch how they pass and all.

after training,MARIAM,JANNAH,NOREEN and I ate burger king in causeway.took a train to bishan where we met WANYI and DIVYA.we when to orchard and met MEI XIAN so ya.we walk took neoprints and stuff.watch PRIMEVAL.freak me out it wasn't THAT SCARY but cause the sound effects it was so noisy in the cinema where people had to shout shut up and all.

after the movie most of them went home so only left noreen divya and i.we walked around ate dinner as well.i reach home at about 8.30 cause of traffic jam.

ohh i saw PATRICK AND HIS FRIENDS and i can't remember who else i saw.HAHA.okay:D

tomorrow training 9am in school.people please don't ask me anymore.
Mr slava's group,BYE BYE HAVE FUN IN MALAYSIA!:D I'LL MISS YOU PEOPLE! waHAha!

girls(wanyi,shree..etc)i had fun today,maybe not one of the best times of my life maybe one of the most memorable,and i can see everyone changed,wanyi with your short punky hair now,divya amazingly..skirt and all others. well guys.we'll see each other soon.i can feel something wrong between all of us but its okay.work towards your dreams people.
soccer boys went to hong kong today HAHA.

okay.picture time:)
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noreen and i:)
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jan and i:)
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meixian divya and i:)
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the neoprint we took sadly only wanyi has the original copy,cause we click something wrong in the process.HAHA.sadd

NOT today
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one of the nice fireworks i took:)
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Crystallisation experiment:)
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crystal:)
march holidays
Saturday, March 10, 2007 @ 11:14 PM
hellos,i've been super LAZY to blog so ya.HAha.finally school holidays:)
soo happy.but the school almost every subject give the elearn thing the homework-.-"

the last week of school was like STRESS cause got TESTS..and i think i 100% fail MATHS.blahh..dont care already ah..stupid mann..still got physics and chem test.woo..

yesterday school finish early like 10.15 cause staff got retreat so students check out by 12.Jannah,Noreen and i left school i went to Bishan with Noreen we watched movie, MUSIC AND LYRICS.Haha the guy was super lame..can laugh like crazy.stupid fool..HAha went home like 9 plus use com to fix my used to be screw up blog so slept at like 12.

and today..i had training at 9 i woke up at 7.and i thought i left my house late BUT i was early..earlier i know i wake up like 20 minutes later-.-"
today training did 2 short zone practice passing and 2 full run for SPH.Gail passed to me while i pass to Noreen cause Mei Xian wasn't here today soo ya.so scary..Haha.tired sleepy-.-"

reached home 12 plus did something with the com met cousin at 2 plus at town.watched THE PUSUIT OF HAPPYNESS(i did not spell wrong it is meant to be spelled that way) it was a good movie.i saw like loads of people at town today like..arrian,mike,justin,trish,marcus i think..yaa..
i bought 2cds,dreamgirls soundtrack and honey the vcd:) i bought socks too.HAha.orange,blue,purple,yellow:D wahaha..

Beyonce-Listen
Listen
to the song here in my heart
a melody I start but can't complete
Listen
to the sound from deep within
Its only beginning to find release
Ohh the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own, all 'cause you won't listen
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened
There was someone here inside
Someone I thought had died
So long ago
Oh I'm screaming out
And my dreams will be heard
They will not be pushed
Aside or turned
Into your own
All 'cause you won't listen
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened
I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't
Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start, but I will complete
Now I am done believing you
You don't know not what I am feeling
I'm more than what you've made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I got to find my own - my own
2 weeks!
Friday, March 2, 2007 @ 9:50 PM
hey,two weeks never use com FINALLY CAN USE.

wahh freak my blog damn screwed pictures all over the place must go change blogskin but cannot go inside the website lame mann

today had english test wahh sianz.i failed chem quiz this week also.

training in the afternoon was three set jump circuit leg wobbly mann when finish.
this week pass so fast..

moodswing lazy to blog..