found this on google.

today was a very wrong day.
i wasn't myself today, as many can see
im sorry guys,
in class i was like effing emo.
too many things happening
couldn't concentrate at all, i screwed myself up today
Jui Hsin told me, dance wise i was okay, but he couldn't feel my soul today
i simply said i couldn't find it today, zero feel.

i didn't know i would find out stuff like straight out
i didn't know what to expect
telling him about him, but he doesn't know is him
sounds damn bloody stupid
but i don't want things to change
i like how it is now, just friends and comfortable
falling for you is the last thing i want.
knowing that my decision of not confessing is right
is painful, and i'm getting it the hard way
my heart effing hurts, like it broke into millions of pieces
but i can't do a shit bout' it.
tryna get you out of my head is a living hell and challenging
knowing that i'll see you every alternate day.
and knowing that you're feeling the same way for someone else
is another stab straight to the heart.
everyone thinks i'm strong, i tell myself i am as well
but its just the surface, no one knows what's underneath that fake smile.
for now, all i can do is..
try to numb myself and be strong.

disappointed in myself, for not controlling my emotions
usually i can
but today i lost it
and i almost made things worst.
buck up amanda.

today was a fruitful day.
even though nothing much happen.
like there wasn't any super tiring hip hop training or whatsoever
just a lot of words, conversation and seeing.

popping recital training went alright,
learnt more stuff today!
choreo, technique and what i need to work on.
i definitely need to train my basics
and being on beat FIRST is most important, that's what Ronald told me.
and our cypher was at the pavillion thingy near oschool which means public
not in the studio!
scary. but fun!
need to practise more!
i think myself as damn cui
but Ronald say i shouldn't say its cui, cause it's something new to me
and it's good for someone new to be able to listen to the music.
thanks, even though i think otherwise, but it's cool that he teaches me stuff=)
oh well, all that means more practise.

ice- cream at Ben and Jerry's with Ian and Diana
train-ed with Ian to Choa Chu Kang
learn more hip hop stuff from Ian
about bounce is rhythm, walk it out, and jacking.

had dinner with Dad and Bro
learn about the army, government and a lot of things that i don't even know exist
super cool.

tomorrow tpde training once more
its gonna be hell week
go people.

i need to stop thinking of you

judges: jacky, ben's brother and some korean guy

had dance in the morning 10-12
split groups and formation.
after class went to eat KFC with like a lot of people

went to Funan IT Mall with Leslie, Yi Shu, Zul and Jannson
to watch a beatboxing competition which Jannson is taking part.
Jannson first round out already, but it was a good attempt!
his competitor won the competition and a the new ipod nano.
dope!

in this competition, there is this little boy who is eleven years old!
he joined at the last minute!
he is dope!
and he learn beatboxing on his own, which means youtube.
wow.
he made it to the semi finals after thrashing an eighteen year old guy
which is in the above picture. haha!
look out people!

Leslie made me laugh a lot today,
like seriously A LOT
cause he got a 'tiko' face and he is FOS.
HAHAHA
thanks guys for all the fun and laughter today!=D

tomorrow popping recital training!

shall post properly today.
today is Divyashree's birthday!

all of us weren't really free, so we felt bad that it was difficult to celebrate her birthday.
so last minute picnic at Bishan park, at 8.30AM
i left around 11AM
cause had Reggae at 12PM
when Reggae finish around 3 plus,
had to rush to Shaw Plaza cause Mei Xian and Divya wanted to watch Phobia 2
oh gosh, bad idea.
the movie was at 4..30PM, i got there at 5
there were 5 parts to the movie.
so i missed the first part like 3/4 of it.

paid $8 to scare myself, oh gosh
whose great idea.

anyway, hope Divya had fun!=D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
YOU'RE FINALLY 17. Wahaha

i should stop thinking too much
i wanna be happy.

credits to deviantart

false hope and mixed feelings isn't exactly what i've been looking for
i know it isn't real.
laughter and smiles doesn't even feel real anymore
who am i kidding
i just wanna be happy

credits to deviantart

my heart hurts but i don't know why
everyday is a challenge
but living every minute and second now, feels like hell
so many things are happening at one go, and i don't know how to handle it
sometimes, i just wish i could go back to the past
when i lie on the playground floor, look at the clouds past by and think about everything
now i don't even have the time to think. clearly
i can't even explain what i'm feeling now
i feel like crying, but i don't wanna cry
but the longer i hold everything in, i feel like i'm overloading
but i don't know what i'm holding in.
i feel i'm living alone
family doesn't feel like a family
friends..well i don't know
sometimes i think i'm so used to no one being home
i don't feel like talking to anyone when i'm home
and i just don't feel like staying home when people are home
the feeling of alone is nice and upsetting at the same time
i just don't know what's happening to my life now.
i wish i could just cry it out.

i don't know how much i want modern, but i feel like i'm stuck in the middle
i'm afraid of it, yet i wanna try it.

credits to deviantart

human err
stupid mistakes happen
what we can do is minimise.
everyone is trying, and i feel it's enough
i always believe that it's all about the mind
some people don't, but my thinking is usually different anyway.
today is an accident, our minds blew, blanked
just need to calm down, and dance.
feel it.

i don't know what went wrong today.
it's so hard to explain
stress perhaps
i know i tried, maybe not good enough
along the way, i feel i'm losing myself, losing many other things as well
is it worth it i wonder, hesitations
i'm trying to hold on to things that are significant and special to me
yet it's difficult when new things come in.

i forgot a lot of things today and i don't refer to the choreography
but something much more important
dancing for love.
and 4 other things someone once told me
discipline
dedicated
focus
lastly, enjoy.

it flew out the window today, disappointed with myself for this and not the choreo
cause i know that i know the choreo
but when i lose these things, i seem to have lose my feel for dance.
my basics are going down the drain.
sigh

hope tomorrow is a better day.

listen and feel the music once more.
go hip hop 2
<3

went to watch suntec comp yesterday
it was DOPE!
but the sitting part, is so painful.
Last For One is woohoo!=D
Well done to all teams and soloist, and congrats! =D
Solo: Congrats Nic Ho for 2nd place, although i thought you should have won
for group the top 3 was sort of expected,
1st if you happy and you know clap your hands
2nd The Basic Fives
3rd Seven Crew
i really liked COA's performance though
got home at 12 plus.haha!

Saturday i watched The Ugly Truth, it was hilarious!=)

Today is a public holiday, i stayed home the whole day and only went out for dinner.

tomorrow dance trainings again.
pretty much the whole day.
oh well.
here we go again.

that's all for my updates

as we move along, sometimes we forget the past
it's good to take sometime to remember the past
all the funny old stuff we use to do as kids.
i wish life now was as simple.

I'M TIRED
tomorrow dance, Sunday also have
oh gosh, cant wait for monday's rest.

i love my batch TPDE people!
all the way for commbase yo!

proper update soon.

oh i'm thankful for a shop call song & song
can buy cheap sweat pants and shirts from there.

haha!

When you're independent,
When you have no one to turn to,
When everything seems to go wrong,
When laughter seems to be the only reaction to every word you say,
When all hopes are gone,
When home doesn't feel like a home,
When life seems meaningless,
When your confidence slips away,
When words said seems to be arrows,
When things start to get a little rough
When complications sets in,
When changes occur,
When i start to hate myself for changing,

What Can I Do?

it's early in the morning and my heart is really moaning.
thinking about waking up early in the morning sends my heart,body and soul to constant strain
reggae in the morning, people are very nice
just quieter this time and REGGAE IS TIRING
i think my hips are gonna ache like tomorrow, seriously
but it's fun, being sexy is so hard.
seriously. cause i totally like fail.
street jazz was the same time, i think they're really good
the seniors totally pick all the right people to dance street jazz
all of them are like sharp, sharp and sharp.
i was late like 20 minutes
cannot be late tomorrow

Frolick is good=)

working hard for everything i want is so tough
people who opens their mouth and get every single thing they want are so fortunate
they should be grateful that their family is rich or at least financially stable
but there are some who are not grateful, unhappy even though they can afford and have all material items
and unhappy with their family for who knows what reasons
these people please do a reality check, please bang your head against the war and knock yourself out
thinking of ways to get what i want, trying find money from what seems like thin air.
and forgoing certain things that i want is tough, because all i can do is envy others and fake a smile
why does the world revolve around that thing made of paper with numbers on it.
i hate the world this way, everyone is materialistic.
i know i am too, i want too many things but i can't afford it.

somehow, this holiday i learnt something
there are things you can do without spending.
hanging out with Divya and Mei Xian helps me save money
cause we're always looking for things that doesn't require money to do and yet have a happy memorable day.
even though somewhere in my heart i know i still want a lot of things, but it helps reduce desires

why do i say all this, cause House course at Studio Wu is in October
it cost $250++ and i have no $ to go and pay for it
all i wanna do is learn, and have to pay that amount.
it's a killer

woke up early in the morning
thinking i'll reach TP on time, but noo
i was late by 40 minutes
thanks to some traffic jam that didn't move,
suppose to be at 23 but stop by 8.30AM there about
but i was still in the jam at 8.30AM
got to the bus stop at 9AM
so i was late by about 40 minutes.
and in the effing bus got this damn irritating guy who wouldn't stop fidgeting
no idea what the hell is his problem
he even stand midway during the jam and squat on the seat
cause there's a luggage there which is the reason why i didn't sit at the seat he sat at
cause there was obviously no space.

anyway enough with my bus ride,
TPDE commbase starts today!
oh my gosh, dance everyday.

i realise today, that Hip Hop 2 is ghetto.
i swear i didn't even know.
choreo was kinda tough and the timing difficult to catch cause sometimes cannot hear
overall still okay, just the detailed parts
my group people are niceeee!
most of us knew each other i guess, i think we are beginning to bond already
which is good!
it was hilarious when Nicole Shaan and Farhanah thought we hated to choreo
cause our face was like "black" throughout the whole choreo part
actually cause they say be aggressive. so that's what happen haha!
my group have 9 people including me.
Keshia,Cheryl,Serene,Wei jie, Zheng Yi, Jui Hsin(racing),Melissa, Shahrir and im the ninth
Jui Hsin is from Taiwan, so dope. haha i just found out today.

went to eat with the Hip Hop 1 & 2 people,
so cool. loads of words of wisdom and insights of tpde from Nicole Shaan.
left to meet Divya at woodlands for training
which was damn slack. cause i was tired
my knee hurts and we were rushing.

tomorrow REGGAE! OMG
I AM GONNA DIE. SERIOUSLY.
the dance that is way out of my comfort zone and style
weird.

damn shag

today did nothing at home until 1 pm i left my house
head to oschool for popping recital training
thought i was late, but actually haven't even start
cause had the President's Star Charity auditions in one studio
some people who is using another studio and doesn't wanna get out
and street jazz recital people are using another
so we had to wait till President star charity people finish
which is 1 hour later.

training went alright
the songs used are dope.
choreo is kinda fun!
i can't bloody wave my left hand haha!
anyway everyone there seems pretty nice=)
cypher at the end of it.
people like me and leo who are not poppers were nervous.
Leo pretty much did something like a fresno and got out.
i was panicking.i managed to do okay i guess,
not sure if i was off beat or anything cause like i felt i was rushing
and was trying to calm myself down.
one part i heard sounds like woah
but i don't know what i did, maybe it was Ben. haha.
oh well. scary
but fun day=)

home for dinner.

okay from tomorrow onwards
i have dance training at 9AM everyday
so i have to wake up early like every single day.
except Sunday cause recital training is at 2PM
but wow,dancing everyday.
tiring it would be, plus track trainings in the afternoon some days.
all the way yo!

this is the second time i'm typing this
cause there is no auto save.GREAT=.="

tpde training in the morning
was quite bored cause it's a different style
i didn't know what i was learning cause it just felt like steps
and i was tired.

lunch-ed with some slot mates,
bus-ed home and slept like woohoo

spent the afternoon home,helping dad with stuff
stupid website that keep asking me to install java when i already did.
slept as well.

met Divya at around 7PM to get Tyra's present

Only Liangwei,Val,Sakinah,Fatin,Yingjia,Divya, Meixian and myself
from our training group attended her BBQ
watched Saw until 11.45PM before leaving.
kinda fun hangin' out with them i suppose
hope to see them soon=)

training schedule is out
from this week onwards,
every dance training!

hope i have energy and time for track!

popping recital training!
JIAYOU.

i went to school to train!
1030AM training started
played rugby, gosh it's so tiring!
i slided on my knee when me and habbs were in some kinda struggle
she fell and i fell. HAHA
EVERYONE WAS ALL OVER THE PLACE.

hurdles next!, haven't done it in a long long time!
Mr P said Divya and I downgraded(Mei Xian didn't go today)
even extensions were tiring i swear
i didn't even have the strength to lift my knee up and extend.

had some exercises, pull ups was a total failure.
i did like two, well not even two, and stopped
i was suppose to do 5x 3 sets.
oh gosh. haha!

did 8 minutes Fartlek, it wasn't as bad as i thought
but still tiring!, 50 sec slow, 20 sec fast
better than macritchie though
the jogging pace was totally like my macritchie pace.
so slow..

ate with the juniors and i'm so lazy to say what happened at the cinema
and so don't feel like mentioning the effing idiot that i saw, that is a bloddy faggot.

my GPA is only 2.75
oh my gosh, so low.
i need to buck up.
screw it.

update soon=D
overall, today was good=)

Morning i actually bother waking up to go to Macritchie to train
well i was just accompanying Divya cause Mei Xian is not coming.
jogging in is always the worst part,
obviously i lagged behind and was dying cause i pretty much can't breathe
my whole training was pretty much stridings cause i couldn't do jumps
thanks to my knees.

went to J8 to eat with Divya,Val and Fatin(she's fasting though)
Totally had nothing to do.

decided to go home, cause wanted to go Mei Xian's house or catch a movie or something
at first, cannot go MX's house and the movies suck

so home it is, after i got on the 156 bus, Divya called to tell me to get of the bus
Mei Xian called her and tell her it was okay to go her house.
so her house it is.
Movie Marathon once more,
watched 5ive girls and stick it
and half of 21 on HBO.

went home soon after that.

tomorrow training at 10.30AM
i hope Divya don't pangseh me

Results are out! and no Supp paper for me!
woohoo!
i've got no idea what's my GPA cause the TP web is super lagged
and jammed up.
people have been trying to login for 12 hours haha!
lucky i signed up for the SMS thing.

Today i met Divya and Mei Xian at macs for breakfast
then went to school for training
got there about 10.20AM when training is at 11AM
thanks to Liangwei who was late, we started at 11.30AM.
=.="

we took our own sweet time and stuff
cause Mr Pedro wasn't around and it was gym day
i couldn't do hopping,lateral jumps and full squat!
SCREW MY KNEES OKAY.GRRR.

left school around 2PM with Gina, Divya and Liangwei
met Meixian at causeway cause she finished early.
went food court to eat.

took 168 with Divya and Meixian around 3.40PM
they went IKEA AGAIN
and i went TP cause i got Modern training at 5PM
not even 4 hours of rest before i had to move again

Modern went alright
very little peopel today i think
Ryan was funny as usual
learnt new stuff: exercises and choreo
the excercises we HAVE TO KNOW, cause he's gonna ask us to do next week
choreo was add on!
well add-on was like very short
but it was tiring cause had to "back split" but not really split.
and jump the last part
fun but tiring

first time trying track and dance training on the same day.
tired!

tomorrow morning macritchie! and release of results!
good luck to me!
i'm gonna die at macritchie.

tomorrow im suppose to go for dance at night
but i think im gonna die if i go.
i feel so bad! cause i told Marcus im going!
shitty.

no wonder no one reads my blog.
hahaha although my blog is not the most boring in the world
but i pretty much just blog what i do everyday
is like for me to remember what i did everyday.

went to train today with Divya at sports school
okay for some reason i was super duper duper tired
after jogging 2 minutes, i felt like i just did macritchie training.
MY KNEES HURT LIKE CRAZY!
SIGH
DIVYA THINKS I OVER USED MY KNEES
BUT I CAN'T, NOT USE MY KNEES I HAVE TO WALK YA KNOW

anyway i survived training, went to eat at Gelare for dinner
ice cream, chocolate! yummy!

results for commbase auditions are out!
i'm in Hip Hop 2 and Reggae!
i wanna be in Hip Hop 3 cause it's chill.
oh well, since i'm in 2, live with it.
it'll help me improve cause it's like super chiong.
Reggae felt like a joke to me, cause i've never done reggae until yesterday's auditions
but hope i have lots of fun then!
luckily i didn't audition for modern, cause i won't get reggae.
hope my schedule would be alright!

tomorrow is the release for SMS examination results?!
that's what Divya says, hopefully it is
cause i'm so eager to find out

hope i don't have to take supplementary paper
if not my dance trainings is so screwed up!

tomorrow 9am meeting Mei Xian and Divya for breakfast
training is at 11.
got modern at 5PM

IT'S GONNA BE SO TIRING
I'M DREADING MODERN.
NO FEEL AT ALL.

okay woke up at 11 plus, officially at 12.30PM

had nothing to do the whole day.
so at 2PM, i was so enthusiastic or something
i started vacuuming and mopping the floor
until 3.30PM then i got ready and left my house at 4.45PM to TP
for community base project audition

it starts at 6.30PM, met Diana at mushroom around 6.15PM
i could have gotten there earlier, but thanks to the working people
who invades the bus, taking so long just to alight and get on the bus!
grrr.

anyway there was modern and hip hop auditions
modern had 3 items,
hip hop had 4 items and there were 4 specialties
street jazz, reggae, popping and breaking

i didn't wanna audition for modern, even though i had the privilege to audition both
i auditioned for hip hop(duhh) 4 choreos,
gosh the second one just killed me, was having some giddy spells
lucky the 3rd one was chill.
last one LA hip hop, gosh died. haha!

auditioned for specialties too,
i don't really like street jazz, cause it's weird to me
i decided to try reggae for fun, trust me it's damn fun! haha!=D
i likey, haha! i think i might start going an an's reggae class man.
then auditioned for popping too.
popping is like weird, cause we're like listening to a different beat as compared to the seniors
they seem to be going off beat somewhere. haha!
OH WELL IT'S OVER!

THANKS TO THE SENIORS FOR THE AWESOMELY FUN AUDITION THAT FELT LIKE INTENSIVE HIP HOP TRAINING
I THINK I'M TRAUMATIZED BY HIP HOP. maybe not. haha!
i know Diana is. hahaha!

it was good, cause you can audition for anything. even if you don't know the genre
and no one would laugh at you even if you look stupid
like me and cheryl trying for reggae.
i swear we felt retarded.

anyway after all the dancing i reach home at 12AM exactly
gosh and my knees hurt
argh! not sure what happened to it, but it hurts everytime i dance now=.="
SIGH.
back to primary school when i was in track same thing.

later today, i guess im gonna run instead of dance
cause if i wanna dance have to wake up in the morning, which i don't wanna!

went out with Chloe today
met her around 4PM
cause i woke up at 2PM.
HAHA!

went to Peninsula to buy jeans
i bought two, $25 each
not the best of material as compared to expensive ones
but still alright.
i think i bought one size to big even though i tried.
oh well, it's okay. haha
that's the whole point of the invention of belts!

after dinner with family, watched TV

so much to do, too little time.

AND BEFORE I FORGET,
THE PHOTO OF PEOPLE WHO WENT BACK DURING STAFF DAY AT SPORTS SCHOOL
WAS TAKEN BY GINA LAU WAN QI!

Went to watch Suntec Comp today!
i was late but Andy was LATER
so poor Jannson have to wait for us. hahaha!

today all teams were kinda stress today i guess
cause their performance determines whether they got in to the finals.

all teams and soloist were dope today! whether you got in or not, all of you tried=)

Grand seniors, Appendix D music got stopped halfway.
but they were dope man, they didn't stop dancing!
until the judge told them to stop and take a breather.
start all over again later.
but the whole point is, the spirit is there
not sure what kind, but seeing them without the music
but still continue calmly like nothing happened, was like a wow reaction to me
much respect.

Congratulations to all teams and soloist who got in!
i only remembered some..not sure bout' the rest!
Soloist: Jeremy, Luqman, Nic, Marcus, Danial
Group: Appendix D, The Basic Five

after that went to walk around with Alisha and Cheryl
Spent $3.50 on arcade, make myself happy for awhile haha!

met Chloe at town, eat dinner walk around
i bought my rubber bands and shoe laces.
hope by about 9 plus 10PM

my legs are aching from all the walking and standing the whole day.

might go out tomorrow with Chloe, Peninsula to buy stuff.
oh well, but usually Sunday is my stay home day.

woke up at 1 plus when Divya called
Conference with Divya and Mei Xian
they decidedto go TP and train today

i couldn't decide whether to train or go for Step It Up.
In the end at 3PM i chose to train cause i didn't wanna feel awkward at a bboy jam

training was ultimately slack
it was suppose to be anyway
just that we added our own stuff such that it won't be THAT slack
my muscles are still aching.
gosh, horrible horrible

tomorrow going to watch suntec comp again
seriously there is nothing to do anyway

the same stuff goes through my mind everyday
it's frustrating and it's a tough decision
difficult to commit both ways.
cause it doesn't only involve me sometimes
sigh

if only someone was there to hear me thrash it all out
no one is listening but myself.

went to fly kite with Divya and Meixian at Marina Barrage today!
met up like super duper late
got to Marina Barrage only at about 6 plus!
left around 7.45PM

it was fun! loads of funny moments
lost my brown rubber band! it got hooked on to the kite's string and
landed somewhere. it was on the grass when the sky turned dark
so couldn't find it
SIGH

on a happier note, i finally ate a proper meal today at BK
was starving like mad!

got home around 10 plus=)

taken in Singapore Sports School, Wednesday 2nd September
i can stare at the sky all day, just thinking..

There's so much on my mind right now
tryin' to be happy every single moment of the day
it's getting tougher by the minute

i made a choice about what i want to do
now it just seems all too absurd
should i even choose in the first place
everything seems so screwed up right now because i thought i could have a balance somewhere in between

track was always what i've been doing
suddenly a stop, and now a start once again
i know i will never stop running, even though i'm not gonna compete
now, when i start training all over..

i'm neglecting dance
i couldn't get inside hip hop for recital
this shows how much i suck, and i haven't been practising much for dance either
no class, no sessions
got inside popping, it was a lucky shot
cause Ben wanted quantity.
out of 86 people who auditioned i'm think i'm like at the bottom few
and what did i tell myself at the start of hols?
to train hard for dance.
what am i doing now.

maybe i'm simply afraid i'll lose the connection with my sports school friends
maybe i just feel bad when Divya and Mei Xian train and i don't
i'm afraid of something, i don't know what
y'know i think i can't take disappointments,embarassment or any other incidents happening on me
every incident that i got scolded for or somehow affected by for 17 years of my life, i remember every single one of em'
scary it may sound, but everytime i think of them
i seem to feel pain in my heart, like knife stabbing.it hurts

when will this be over
it's like a dilemma, internal struggle
if i don't dance,there is no feel towards music
if i don't do sports, my body would be itching to move, to run and jump around
i can't find the time to do both, actually maybe i can but i don't know.
it's always clashing.

i don't know what i want anymore

woke up early in the morning at 5.10AM
left house around 5.50AM to take a bus to City Hall MRT
to meet Divya, Mei Xian and Noreen
train-ed to airport
to do what?

SENT JAMIE THE ANGMOH OFF!
see you in 6 weeks
take care!
don't forget us(:

his flight was at 9AM, so we had to be there around 7 plus!
and it was first class flight, rich-arse
so tiring, and i slept at 1.30AM

went Mariam's house with Divya and Mei Xian after sending Jamie off
slept for awhile then went to IKEA!
had fun! then went to school for training at 5PM

it was gym! my ankle and stuff hurt
and i had problems doing weights
so cui!

got woken up by a phonecall today, from Divya!
hahaha!
it was almost 1pm or something i think.
planning what to do today, then the rain was such a spoiler.

decided to go Mei Xian's house for movie marathon
on my way there, when i changed bus at far east plaza
had to walk the overhead bridge, when i was walking down the stairs
i fell! ouch. plus i was aching all over which makes things worst
this is all thanks to the rain! SIGH

reached there around 2.45PM or 3?
managed to watch August Rush and Centrestage: Turn It Up

it was kinda fun, had a good dinner.
left about 10PM
missed the 124 bus when i was near the bus stop
cause i didn't see the bus coming
stupid right.

my ankle hurt from macritchie training, i think i twisted it
and it's kinda swelling now
i think after i fall it's worst.
so it's hard to put pressure on it now
SIGH

need to wake up early
cause Jamie, the person in the photo above
is flying off!
meeting at Cityhall 6.30AM
good luck to me

i changed the date. HAHAHA!
It's suppose to be a late post.

Anyway, had macritchie training in the morning at 8.30AM
although it was just exercises,jogging,drills and stridings
i was damn tired after jogging in. This is what happen when you stop training after 2 months!
had headache after half of the jogging journey
but i tolerated the pounding in my head,throughout the whole training session
it was horrible. pounding,weak legs and feeling giddy
i'm glad i persisted.
overall, i thought training went well
even though i deproved a lot(duhh), at least i didn't give up for training
and today was supposingly an easy training.

went to eat at kfc with Liang Wei, Mei Xian and Divya
had good laugh!
bought movie ticket for The Proposal, which Liang Wei didn't watch cause she went somewhere
waste money, tsk tsk
so the remaining 3 of us went to watch, it was hilarious!
it's a good movie!=D
we laughed and scream the loudest in the cinema
after movie went home awhile

left house at 7.45pm met people at Bugis MRT
then went Arab Street to eat as a farewell for Jamie
he is flying back on Wednesday.
all i can say is, SEE YOU IN 5 WEEKS?
HAHA!

dead tired.got home at 12AM
saw a guy from tp, which i see him everyday on the bus.