I'm Amanda. 20. I dance and I run.
Graduated from Leisure and Resort Management,
but I have no idea what I want from life yet.
Don't judge me.
pratice again.
Thursday, December 29, 2005 @ 8:14 PM
hellos.
we,the trackers have been practicing for the dance hoping that tomorrow which is friday madam chan will NOT cancel our dance:)today i woke up drag myself out of bed and got ready for pratice which is at 11.i wok up at 9.25am i left my house at 10am waited for the bus so long and stuff make me almost late for practice.we ordered canadian pizza at 11 plus.buy one get one free,so it was peporroni(dont know ow to spell) and hawaian pizza.err pratice end really late but we did a lot today.we manage to change some moves and learn new thingy:)reach home like 5 because i went somewhere.so here i am after dinner.such a short post today.hahax:)

well someone once told me
that you'll end up lonely
don't let love ever past you by
cause i've seen it happen
to people that matter to me
with my very own eyes
maybe they were mistaken
that i should be waiting
for you to show me a sign
or should i just let you know
that if i let you go
i wonder the rest of my life..
practice..orchard!
Wednesday, December 28, 2005 @ 8:09 PM
hellos.
it's such a tiring day today's dance pratice is suppose to be at 11 but there is a time change to 9am.then when i was a bit awake at 6.20am my phone vibrated and mei xian was calling me.she told me that it was at 9am.then we talk until 6.50am i go get ready cause i meeting mei xian and jannah at causeway for breakfast at 8am.when we meet we wanted to wait for mariam but her prepaid low cannot call.i call noreen but cannot her phone off.i suppose to meet her at 10am because practice was suppose to be at 11am she dont know about the time change until nessa call noreen's house.we practice,practice..show mdm chan,dr seet..they almost want to cancelled our dance.it's like wtf?..friday they will see again to see will they cancel the dance.soccer people and netball people also practice today,their song is pump it the BEP one.after pratice at 11.we(jannah,mariam,mei xian,noreen,poojaa,me) take bus go to woodlands then take train to orchard.we walk walk walk.till like dont know what time we at forum we eat macdonalds.we walk so long to find a stupid hat thing.for the dance.after taking neoprint at 3 plus jannah mariam and mei xian go home.me,poojaa,noreen walk until 7 then i take bus go home.before going home we walked to plaza sing then i bought 2 shirt for dots as christmas presents from samuel and kevin.went walking back along the row of shops i bought a "bilabong" short shorts.i reach home at like 7.30 eat dinner and here i am:)

somewhere in time we fell in love
star sparkled up above
nothing else matters.
Tuesday, December 27, 2005 @ 11:04 PM
hellos.oh..for 3 days i never blog.i think?..hahax.

saturday was christmas eve suppose to have dinner but was cancelled and put on christmas day instead my cousin came to my house on that day i think?..ya..okay..at 12 plus while i was stoning at home.and..i slept at 3.wow..

sunday was christmas!! yays!..merry christmas! blabla..hahax.went out for dinner at night at IMM baystreet 21.we go there like every year for christmas.hahax.so nice!

monday i was like bored or something and my mum was free so i have to help her clean the house.i'm so nice.hahax.then while i was vacuuming the floor.i see my room and i wanted to paint it.so i went to the storeroom and dig for the paint to see what they have i used yellow for one wall and purple for another.so left two walls to paint.it was tiring.i finish at like 10 i start at 5.

today,i buy food for my stupid bro cause he say he going out.then i come back eat already i go choa chu kang to replace my ez link card.i have to wait till 5 to collect it and it cost me $19 +$5 that i top up.$24!..ex sia..my bro so late then go out make me buy food somemore yesterday i buy.idiot.okay i'll stop.was walking in lot 1 then dad call ask me to go bangkit to choose paint for my room.yays!.i went there and choose orange and blue.i went back to choa chu kang collect my card and went home.eat dinner that my mom bought and start painting.i paint the orange first.the blue maybe another day.my room is like multi colour.hahax unique.i'm so tired hands aching tomorrow got dance practice.woo!

last christmas i gave you my heart the very next day you gave it away
this year to save me from tears i give it to..no one:) hahax..lame..

nobody knows who i really am
i never felt this empty before
and if i ever need someone to come along
whos gonna comfort me and keep my strong?
king kong
Friday, December 23, 2005 @ 8:42 PM
heylos.

yesterday training then practice at the auditorium before going practice went to like shop a little.hahax.christopher dance super funny i think going for holiday then come back something wrong.

today no training yays!..so happy.hmmm at first say got dance practice then me,mei xian,noreen plan to watch movie before that so we watch the 10.30am movie king kong!..we met up at 9.30 at burger king outside to eat breakfast then buy tickets.me and mei xian reach first noreen came at 10.so me and mei xian buy ticket first then noreen eat breakfast then we go find her.the movie lasted 3 hours but nice.it was so cold.after that receive sms say got no practice then we decided to go town to buy people presents.we went wisma first then taka we pratically bought most of it from taka.then we go heeren for awhile then went back at 4.30.i reach home wanted to go lot 1 make ez link card but the shop close so i have to make another day,then i watch tv till 7 go buy dinner.so here i am now:)i had lots of fun today!
haiyo nazri's christmas present must be collared shirt and dark green if not collared then easy buy dont care him.hahax
CHRISTMAS EVE TOMORROW THEN CHRISTMAS.YAYS!
my duty is to my heart.listen and follow it.
it will lead the way.
nooo..lau!!
Wednesday, December 21, 2005 @ 8:09 PM
hellos.woke up get ready for training and go,my mum's alarm clock is getting on my nerves.i met lau at the woodlands bus interchange when waiting for 901 cause when i reach there the bus just left.hahax.i told lau no training for jumpers and she was like"really?"..i was like yar..hahax.cause she stay pretty far.hahax.in the end she went back home.hahax.then nazri came.almost late for training but wasn't late.did 2 step hurdles and intervals.intervals was tiring.mahirah proded she did with me one 200m which means she did extra.cause my partner today is priscilla camille jamie.mahirah's partner is mei xian.after training i ate lunch with mei xian then go meet hui lin and the rest to watch movie.ohh..we're watching choronicles of narnia! so cool:)..it was nice i went back took a bus got down switch bus to go choa chu kang instead to ask about my stupid ez-link card.then i went home.my dad called so he brought me to take a photo for the card.then eat dinner bla bla..now i'm here:)..lau lau say she leaving!!..why!!..confirm already!!..so sad!!
my duty is to my heart..
follow it to where it wants me to be..
i got it!.woohoo!
Tuesday, December 20, 2005 @ 8:51 PM
heylos.hahax.training today.hmmm relay..err not that tough like monday's training.after training mei xian,mariam,noreen,me bathe already we go locker then we decided to walk to causeway to eat.we ate mac.and then we went back to school and today's dance practice was suppose to be at auditorium but last minute got singapore tourism board thingy coming so we have to go to binzar's office again like normal.but before going up me,mariam,mei xian was playing controling people with the eyes close.hahax.was so funny lazy to elaborate.learnt new steps was quite hard cause very fast.but after loads of practice i got it!..yays!..but got one part is like everyone not together.people in the group knows.mei xian's smooth criminal group was really long got the timing problem.so went back at like 5 plus i reached home at like 6..so tired today.so called quarreled with mum..super pissed off now..
the songs in the gym is so nice:)
THE WILL TO WIN MEAN NOTHING,
WITHOUT THE WILL TO PREPARE
ahhax..
Monday, December 19, 2005 @ 7:41 PM
hellos.

yesterday after my mum came back from work we went to causeway point to get my awards night stuff and for tea reception with the police academy thingy.i use my so called "pay" about $300.i ate pastamania with my mum.spent $100 at op.cause my mum told me too.and my dress cost $109 plus a skirt i bought for $16.90.the dress i wanted a black same design,short dress,but they only got long.if i want short black colour have to wait for 1 week.i tried quite a few.and had problems.one of the dress cost 29.90 but is like super nice!.what the..is like freaking crap?.hahax.err.i argued with my mum whether to wait for authoration cause the purple one is the last piece.is like 10.30 the shop close so we left at around that time.hahax.i reach home about 11..i think..

today..training in the morning.hurdles,the bounding with the least amount of steps and the 5x200m thing.the hurdles is okay.but noreen,me the juniors kana a lot of push ups.hahax.so funny today!.mei xian and piriyah wasn't here for training.the bounding i did a 33 steps constant is about 80m or lesser.noreen did 33.5, 33 1 quarter,33.5..hahax.then she kana push ups.hahax the stupid thingy.err.5x200m we did it indoors so is more than 200m about 230m to 270m..is either one la.hahax.is like so tiring almost died cannot breathe..guopei super enthu.he did 8 i think?after that stomach back.after training me and mariam go causeway walk walk.at sportslink we got a super weird encounter with people.hahax.is like super funny.they are like gay or something they stand outisde the neoprint shop.we walked around then after went home.hmmm..i got tea thingy at 4..almost late cause my mum came back late.we took photos and stuff la.what can u expect.err..father drive drop me at aunt's house there the bus stop then take 970 home.i went to buy dinner while my mum went home.and here i am now:)
forgot to say i went to the passenger service before going home,my ez link card nobody found.so i need to make new one and i forgot to report loss.if i report the person cannot use my card wuahaha:]
siloso beach!
Saturday, December 17, 2005 @ 8:49 PM
hellos.today the track academy went to sentosa siloso beach for a picnic thingy.before meeting in school at 12,i meet mei xian and piriyah at 11 at bk outside i reach here at like 10.30 la.hahax.then i walked around.while waiting for them to come.when they came we went up to food court and eat,we eat already go uncle tidbits buy stuff then take 901 bus go school.when going to take bus i realise i lost my ez-link card!..but then i never go back find cause gonna be like late if i don't board the bus so i just use coin and try to find in my bag.but don't have..so really LOST.argh.we take a bus to sentosa as in school hire.we reach there we played whacko and captain's ball and then we do our own stuff.whacko was like so funny!..cause boon han and ms jenny keep calling each other then ms jenny keep getting whack.hahax.at like 6 or 5 plus dont know what time la.we pack up then go wash up,me,mei xian,camille,maybelline and liang wei we go wash up and then take bus to the transfer bus place to get to harbourfront.hahax.the juniors funny sia take mei xian phone and keep infrared a lot of things.hahax.when we reach camille went down while we took the overhead bridge to harbourfront centre.i need to buy slippers and use toliet.hahax.i went toliet that time saw piriyah divya and noreen.after that they go somewhere then i go the slippers shop to find maybelline,liang wei and mei xian and to buy slippers.instead of only buying 2 pairs of slippers for myself i spent $50 in total because i bought each of them a pair as christmas present.hahax.maybelline and liang wei go take mrt.while me and mei xian walked back the overhead bridge back to where the bus drop us to take 963 straight to bukit panjang.cause mei xian was going her aunty house.we laughed and laughed in the bus!.hahax.we then go bp cause mei xian go find her mum and i go buy food takeaway.after buying i go home.then here i am i reached home like 8.15 i think?..hahax.was a pretty fun day.except the stupid ez link card make me moody now have to make new one..-.-"
KEEP SMILING YOUR DAY WILL BE BETTER THIS WAY:)
I HOPE..
NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE
tired tired tired..
Friday, December 16, 2005 @ 9:54 PM
heyys.training as usual,today extra tiring thats all..hmmm..jump circuit one set,10 minutes thingy..like 300m fart leg just that we have to listen to ms chan's whistle.one long and sharp one means sprint,one but like dying sound is walk,two sharp one is striding.kinda tiring.will like die out.then medicine ball..today i did with camile cause nessa do with guopei.she sec one but she did 3 kg with me:)..hahax..but she do 10 reps i do 15 reps.and we did it fast:) so she makes a good training partner too:)then me,jan and mei xian bath and then eat lunch at burger king.today me and jannah never eat mushroom swiss.hahax.we ate the chicken thing that mei xian always eat.so it was kinda nice after all:)then we walked around cause there was suppose to be practice.then we go metro see stuff for awards night.mei xian put everything on her neck using the hanger.everything fit her!.ahax!then halfway when we walk and walk someone call is either vanessa or ridzwan to say practice it cancelled i called noreen who is at poojaa's house to tell them.then all three of us went home.hahax.so fun.in the shopping centre like mad cause we pull each other bags.hahax.i reach home wanted to sleep but switch on the com till 4 plus lied on the bed sleep awhile then mei xian call me.i woke up she called me when she just wake up.talked to her about 20 minutes including a short conference with piriyah in it.after that i ate my dinner and watch tv plus do a bit of housework till now:)
-my leg are like aching..-
unless you spread your wings and give it a try
or you'll never know how high you can fly
dance to thriller!
Thursday, December 15, 2005 @ 7:32 PM
heylos.wake up got ready for training and go.training did starting blocks and then gym.quite okay la training.after training bath and then we..mariam,mei xian,jannah,nessa,noreen poojaa,guopei and me walked to causeway.whose idea?..everyone was like complaining of the weather.ridzwan and piriyah took the bus.reached causeway i ate with mariam mei xian jannah nessa noreen poojaa guopei and ridzwan.eat finish everyone except guopei and ridzwan went back to school for the dance practice i followed cause i wanted to see.stayed down there for a long time.then i can't believe i joined thriller.hahax.now scared screw up got stage fright on awards night.hahax.went back at like 5.me,dipna,val,nessa,poojaa went to eat kfc.cause we were like super hungry.then i came home?..end of story.hahax.tomorrow gonna die for training.my hamstring there still pain..aching..ouch..
never give up
just keep on dreaming
and you'll reach your goal
you're never too young
and never too old
just believe
and somehow you will succeed:)

IMPOSSIBLE IS NOT A FACT
IS AN OPINION
IMPOSSIBLE IS NOT A DECLARATION
IS A DARE..
aching but fun day!
Wednesday, December 14, 2005 @ 8:38 PM
heys.today woke up in the morning and my hamstring around there is like dam pain so is my butt,cannot sit down!..what we do for training yesterday make me in pain.i'm like suffering everytime i sit.ouch.went for training.we did hurdles and intervals,hurdles was like crap i had to try like 8 times to get the thingy right even though i did it before!..intervals ms chan made the seniors do with juniors we had to pace them,because if not we,seniors would go slowly..hahax.and my partner was mahirah:)..she's so funny!..ahax.intervals was 100m,120m,150m,150m,120m,100m..mahirah and me did like super fast.she practically can run the same speed as me.woah!..she's like fast!..ps.i lost to her the last 100m by 2m.hahax.i'm like so tired and i thought i no more cough!..but still have..aaww..after training was suppose to bath,eat lunch and go home but instead,me and mei xian didn't bath we eat lunch and BURGER KING AGAIN!..and went to noreen's house first..her cat scary.we had lots of fun.laugh listen music with the com and mess around with it and dance the thriller and smooth criminal thing.hahax.before we go piriyah's house noreen's mum came back and we talk around for awhile.she asked me and mei xian ''i got some sunglasses,if you like it can take it'' then we were like ''okay'' when she show us we were like ''oh my gosh''..mei xian was like''so oh piang!''hahax.and we laughed about it..is some john lenan glasses.we then went to j8 to get something before going to piriyah's house noreen bought slurpy again!..then me and mei xian bought some stuff.then we take mrt to yio chu kang.when we step into the mrt we were laughing everyone was like staring.hahax..going crazy.we took 825 when we out of the mrt to piriyah's house.at piriyah's house we reach there not long after we roller blade or ride bicycle to her grandma's house nearby to see maya(shetland sheep dog)..then go back.we talk about awards night then we go home.the stupid cab the comfort thing call also must pay even though we don't want the cab.we called smrt instead.me noreen got down at bishan and mei xian took the taxi home.from bishan i take mrt and lrt home i stopped at bukit panjang instead of senja to eat dinner then i walked home.here i am now:)..but..my leg and butt is like super pain when sitting!!..aarrgghh!!..i love piriyah's impossible is nothing poster in her room:)
DARE TO DREAM:)
muahaha
Tuesday, December 13, 2005 @ 7:32 PM
heylos.never blog for few days.hahax super lazy la.hmmm.saturday met chloe at suntec.then at night we went to eat pastamania at harbourfront after driving for like super long.sunday went bugis in the afternoon cause nothing to do.monday went wild wild wet then at night from chloe house go home.aaww the beagle at pet safari so cute!today is tuesday!hahax.i woke up a little late at 7.then i faster prepare eat breakfast everything.and just as i was about to leave the house i got held up.cause it rained so i close the window find umbrella and i have to slowly walk to bus stop if not fall.make me almost late for training.i met janice at the bus stop and realise she stay near me.cool and she said i wont be late cause i reach woodlands the most 8.15am.but i reached at 8.10 which is a relieved while waiting for 901 ms chan came.so when i got down the bus i walk faster then ms chan if not i'm considered late.training did relay and gym.after that don't know want to bathe a not cause piriyah got me confused.hahax.in the end never bathe go eat then walked in metro to find awards night clothes with mariam,piriyah,noreen and jannah.i went home.before that at my house there the popular buy school books except english cause don't have.hahax.go home i control myself not to sleep cause at night a bit difficult to sleep.hahax so tired today.mei xian sick never come training i sms her.get well soon.
GOT 30 PUSH UPS IN TOTAL.
FOR NOT COMING TRAINING YESTERDAY
AND..
SLOWING DOWN TO RECEIVE BATON WHICH I SO DID NOT!!
hahax..
just another day.
Friday, December 9, 2005 @ 8:09 PM
heyys.okayy as usual i wake up for training after a sleep.i then take the 187 bus to woodlands.it was cold and it started to rain.when i reach woodlands i never eat breakfast i go 7 eleven to grab something to eat.i got a chocolate doughnut:)..but it sucks la.hahax.then went down to bus interchange again and wait for 901 bus.woah so many plmgs netball people they going our school.after that joel,nazri,ms chan and dipna came.when get down the bus ms chan gave me and dipna umbrella cause both of us are sick.ahax.after that we faster walk to school.hahax.training like hell.first jump circuit 1 set then 300m 3 times but is in the way of fart leg which makes it tiring.then still got medicine ball.but we finished it fast la.after that got swiss knife everything.then we go swimming pool there and bathe.then me,mei xian and jannah we go eat mac.then go home.when i reach home i straight away sleep.then at 4 plus i still sleeping my mum go call my phone then i wake up.i tried to go back to sleep which i manage to.until 6 plus i wake up.then now here.cause my bro interupted my channel.sigh.
dots
Thursday, December 8, 2005 @ 8:59 PM
heylos.wednesday went chalet with isabelle,shannon,trisha,nicole,sandy,jessica,eugene,stanley,gabriel,jiao hui,and nicole and sandy's kor.we reach there 2 plus go check in then go escape play.me shannon and trisha went in first then the rest came later.i think go kart the most fun:)hahax.at night we go tampines mall eat pasta mania.then me and trisha took mrt change bus at bugis home.we went bp at 10 plus cause she want her m1 prepaid card but shop close.hahax.today,training in the morning,starting blocks and gym.then bathe already.me,mariam,meixian and jannah go eat lunch at BURGER KING! again..hahax.weird sia.i slept in the bus home.go bp buy food for bro.faster walk home.then i sleep straight when i reach home.i was so sleepy.i sleep till 5 then watch tv eat and stuff.now playing com:)
dying.send me to the hospital?
Tuesday, December 6, 2005 @ 7:39 PM
hellox.yesterday night was nice the sky:) at night when i was suppose to sleep i couldn't sleep i kept turning.i was on the bed for 2 hours.when i was staring at the air-con my mum pluged in the wrong plug and caused a black out which was funny cause staring at the air-con then suddenly got funny sound then pitch dark.hahax.i finally got to sleep when my mum came to sleep at one and she shut me up thats how i got to sleep.this morning my mum alarm clock rang at 5?..when she go bathe the toilet light on i woke up i even thought i was late for training so i look at the clock it was 5 o clock so i went back to sleep:)woke up at 6.40 got ready for training.when reached woodlands i saw queenie so we went to school together and wow! her training is at 9 while it is 7 plus in the morning she already in school.today i almost died in training..can't breathe we did baton passing then go gym.gym i got the interview think so pratically didn't do half of training.after training mariam,jannah,mei xian,me we went for lunch.since mei xian gonna watch movie with cousin so we also go watch.but mariam didn't and she go home.me,jannah mei xian walked around searching for awards night stuff then meet mei xian cousin.we saw ira bhaama and geraldine.then walk.after that watch movie larx..we watch chicken little.the movie okay okay only.i didn't go into details the walking part.i super lazy.xD.after that i reached home about 5,4 plus.i actually vacuum the floor:)so good girl!..haha bhb.here i am now.pretty bored huh.it's the holidays shouldn't it be fun?..tomorrow chalet go training or not?
what a year?!
Monday, December 5, 2005 @ 2:40 PM
a year pass,awaiting a new chapter to begin.i can't believe time flies so fast,a year in the sports school already.i guess i'm getting older?..i'll be turning 14 soon.looking back at this year was all about fun,i guess we,sec one track girls can't get enough of lameness.everyday we seem to just crack up some stupid dumb jokes which everyone laughed at.what i realise now,many people are leaving.i think its a pity.good friends or some not so close one leave.i can't stop them but just wish them all the best.watch them with my very own eyes pack up then leave.this year..many stupid relationship problem,stealing and other stuff caused people to get suspended.but luckily most realise their mistakes and are really nice people now.at the start of the year we had some competitions which i think everyone had fun.the most unforgetable memory i had was when huifang was here and we had a track outing/camp.it was a chalet at east coast park. a 3 day 2 night one.it was after one of our holiday trainings in june.all of us then bathe in school and had lunch at either causeway or vista point.then came back to school and a bus brought us to east coast.when we reach there we were then put into the groups of 4 or 3[about there] that we had chosen and collected our keys to check in.i was with melody and mei xian.the first day.the parents[parents support group arranged this camp] had a lot of activities for us till at night we had our potluck dinner.i still briefly remember that i heard a drunken man shouting outside and that next door alicia and other seniors heard they actually shouted shut up.the second day not much activities so most of us was interested where to rent the skates that gail's mum had.so almost all of us when skating.after a while nicole.nazri calvin they all rent bikes while matthew and fudin rent skates too.mei xian and alicia fell when the bike all of us were clinging onto was going to fast.meloday went home and luckily mei xian cam back from the hospital and she was injured she still skated the next day.hahax.it was nice.i was injured around july which affected me in nationals so much.the injury make me cannot run in thailand too.thailand is like the camp fun and nice.i had nothing to do so i looked back at this year.i always wonder..am i really good? or is it the training?i guess i will never know the answer.i wonder whats next year like?..will it be as fun as this year?..we'll see..
boring
Saturday, December 3, 2005 @ 11:53 PM
heylos.okayy.its..totally..BORING!!..i stayed home the whole day..i can't believe i'm blogging while there is nothing to blog.home alone,there is nothing and i mean nothing nice to watch on tv!..so i slept the whole afternoon.hahax.i changed my blogskin yays!.manx it was tough and finally i sort the whole thingy out.okayy got to go.
LOVE AND PEACE TO THE WORLD
TAKKAIRE
so sad people leaving:( aaww
holiday at last!
Friday, December 2, 2005 @ 8:39 PM
hellos:)..finally holiday for sports school! but still got training..and the sad thing is that many people leaving sports school.wan yi,desmond,andy,paul,melissa.thats all i know..so sad:'( but take care people all the best!..monday we practically did nothing.tuesday went to bukit chandu for a learning journey about the japanese occupation i think..it was nice but i went home at night cause i was sick.wednesday they went sentosa and different places..it depends..today,friday,i heard they watch drama in the morning and i went back to school at 3 to grab my stuff..this week was super slack!..cannot train till tuesday boring...i nothing much to blog..hate being sick..