I'm Amanda. 20. I dance and I run.
Graduated from Leisure and Resort Management,
but I have no idea what I want from life yet.
Don't judge me.
RIP Roger
Thursday, June 28, 2012 @ 2:35 AM
Rest In Peace Roger. You'll be dearly missed by everyone. The picture is a little blur, but it's the only one i can find. You were a really great teacher and a friend. Although you were never officially my teacher, you inspired those outside your class and everyone around you. You spread lots of love, joy and happiness to those around you. Visiting you at the hospital was one of the hardest thing i had to do, cause i didn't want to remember you that way. But, i'm glad i did and manage to spill out some words of thanks. I know you were really frustrated that you couldn't speak or reply, but we know you're proud of all of your students, wherever they may be and whatever they are doing. You're always encouraging and lively. You'll be remembered as one of the most amazing teachers that ever existed, you certainly made an impact in a lot of your students' lives. I'll miss you Roger. Hope you meet Dom in heaven.
Wrecked
Thursday, June 21, 2012 @ 1:19 AM


Will miss the team. Second and last IVP. We fought hard for that one goal that we never thought we would achieve. Everyone is fighting for something in life, but i don't know when did i stop. I stopped when i feel like i have no direction in life, no goals and no where to go. I simply stopped. I'm living, breathing and alive on the outside, on the inside it simply feels dead, trapped and wrecked. How did i end up like this?
Wednesday, June 20, 2012 @ 12:52 AM


On a perfect day
I know that I can count on you
When that's not possible
Tell me, can you weather the storm
Cause I need somebody who will stand by me
Through the good times and bad times
She will always, always be right there

[Chorus: ]
Sunny days, everybody loves them
Tell me
Can you stand the rain
Storms will come
This we know for sure
Can you stand the rain

Love unconditional
I'm not asking this of you
We've got to make it last
I'll do whatever needs to be done
Cause I need somebody who will stand by me
When it's time she won't run
She will always, always be right there

[Chorus]

Can you stand the rain
No pressure, no pressure from me baby
Cause I want you
And I need you
And I love you
Will you be there for me
Can you stand the rain

Sometimes you just wish someone to be there for you. Wish that someone would think of you as much as you think about them. There's a lot of things you wish you had the courage to say but you never would. Caught up in this feeling, feel like i'm drowning in it and could never find the surface. I want this feeling to leave, I want to be free.
Super 24: The Passionate Dancing Elders
Sunday, June 10, 2012 @ 11:48 PM


So.. this is an overdue post. After approximately 3 weeks or less of hardcore mad trainings for the Super 24 competition, i'm glad we made it through and even won first place. The 'you make me wanna' song by kimberly cole is made, props to her for singing this song. I've got to say its a good experience! my first ever showcase comp! The best part was feeling that everyone used their hearts to dance, it's best feeling from dance you can ever have. Everyone teared up when the results was announced. We're not there to prove anything but just show our desire and passion to dance. I'm glad it came through and people actually felt us. The feeling was overwhelming and unbelievable but, i'm really grateful to everyone part of the team and Ryan, An and Gin for teaching us. Good job to all the other teams too, for their courage, hearts, hardwork and effort! There was two kpop teams, most people look down on the kpop dancers but to have the courage to even join this kind of competition is really good! respect to y'all! Much love everyone!