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I'm Amanda. 20. I dance and I run.
Graduated from Leisure and Resort Management,
but I have no idea what I want from life yet.
Don't judge me.
You're a ho ho ho
Saturday, September 15, 2012 @ 11:27 PM
If only there was a version that was referring to guys.

TP sprints stay over was good!
Guess some success to bonding(:
Miss the good times in trainings.

Sometimes I wonder do I ever cross your mind in the warm sunshine.
Guess I never did.
One day, I'm gonna look back thinking all this was stupid
and I probably found someone better.
I hope you'll regret not holding on to me.
(:
never mine
Wednesday, September 12, 2012 @ 11:52 PM
Will I be able to let you go?
i'm slowly falling
12:34 AM
It hurts, but i'm still trying.
Everything feels wrong.
Never felt right before.
Not even once.
Failed myself once again.
How many times must I fail myself before I stop.
Thoughts and worries in my head never went away.
It just hides at the back of mind.
I wanna be free, I wanna be happy.
I wanna be me.
I wanna feel like i'm myself again.
Just never know how to find my way back to me.
I'm getting lost, more lost, every single day
How is it that I lost myself when i found you.
Instead of i'm not worthy of you
In actual fact, you're not worthy of me.
My low self esteem and lack of confidence have crushed me terribly.
For the last time, I said that last time.
but i'm so caught up with you, i forget everything I said.
Amanda you gotta wake up.
You gotta stop thinking about someone who doesn't give a shit bout you.

What if this life, wasn't mine to live.
Everyone has something they lived for, what if i had nothing.
What if this was all wrong.
how does it feel
Tuesday, September 11, 2012 @ 1:37 AM

I failed myself once again, what's wrong with me
Tell me where hearts go, where they belong
Sunday, September 9, 2012 @ 9:33 PM

I hate how you make me feel all the time.
It was a good day, but it always crashes at the end and it takes awhile before I can pick myself up again. But still, I'm not over you. I'll give in to everything I said I would do, just for you. Because of you, I don't know what I'm becoming.
Out of sight, out of mind.
done chasing
Thursday, September 6, 2012 @ 11:37 PM
"i still miss you and maybe even still like you, but i'm done chasing you"



I found you when i was in a hopeless place.
but, i realize i feel just as hopeless after i found you
I don't wanna hurt anymore cause of you.
believe
Sunday, September 2, 2012 @ 12:57 AM
So do you believe?
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