I'm Amanda. 20. I dance and I run.
Graduated from Leisure and Resort Management,
but I have no idea what I want from life yet.
Don't judge me.
mid sem
Sunday, May 31, 2009 @ 2:28 AM
K.O night was dope no doubt about it.
CONGRATS TO ALL THOSE WHO MADE IT TO THE SEMIS
(doubt you guys ever read this though.HAHAHA)
and to those who didn't make it,
IT'S OKAY YO! YOU GUYS DID A GREAT JOB!
DOPE.

had lunch with Rsquare before that.
Astons(i don't know how to spell?)
whatever it is,it's at cathay
the food was nice, first time eating there
sherman,jun yi,cheryl,diana and me
woohoo!

and before lunch finally went to oschool for class
alex and fredy
alex choreo is nice today=)
ghetto yo
fredy's choreo is nice too.
but everytime he takes out the camera i blank out.
ughh.and it's only his class.

got back intHT results on thursday
surprisingly 29/30.
happy for my first test=)
full marks for bcs=)
a lot of people got full marks so it's cool.

Org Beh,Econs and RHT
screw the last two mentioned
the last subject you would ever want to study
MID SEM TEST UP THIS WEEK
study study chiong chiong

studied with eugene on friday night!
ahahaha
he have chinese for 7 days.
cause monday is o levels chinese
hahaha
go eugene!

now is sunday, must sleep soon cause got to study.
Thursday, May 28, 2009 @ 12:59 AM

Happy Birthday ALISHAA for tuesday!=)
session later today woohoo
R square.
okay been studying after school never train at all=(
microecons is screwed up ughh
next week got 3 test
RHT,OB and MICROECONS
omg
so dead.
Friday BCS excel die
got OB online quiz haven't do.
confused.
sigh.
lesson learnt
Monday, May 25, 2009 @ 10:44 PM
K.O NIGHT WAS DOPE.
short and sweet.

Sunday went for Mr Pedro's birthday bbq
saw the juniors
really miss them man
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR PEDRO & MELODY LEOW!
love you guys!

screw BCS
deadline friday

sorry alisha! forgot got ah hua's class
really sorry to 'pangseh' you
i felt damn bad
let's go an an's class on wednesday hurhur

from this i learnt something
i've been dancing too little
haven't been to oschool for like 3 weeks or so.
dance is starting to be second place once again
it's in the middle of everything
it should never be a stress factor.
i need to find that on thing
to make me fall in love with dance once again.
where's the strong passion gone
it's having a stagnant now.

amanda wants to learn a lot of things
pop,lock,house.
yay
Saturday, May 23, 2009 @ 10:36 AM
cant go for open house,sigh
miss everyone there.
got dance meeting in school later at 2.30pm
sigh.

the always forgotten
SESSION
Thursday, May 21, 2009 @ 11:49 PM
i thank my friends for being there when i'm emo
all the dope people
thank you guys!

old ipoddy and specs is lost too
am i unlucky or what
but i'm slowly getting over it
specs i'm fine with losing you.
ipoddy, you're with me for like the past 4 years
i listen to you when im happy or sad
you're the first mp3 i ever had
i'll remember you
sorry for losing you.
i miss ipoddy=(

session today was pretty alright
was working on my freestye and techinques
trying to do some variations
had loads of fun today
cheryl,diana,alisha and me was wearing the same shirt today!
dope dope
R square! haha!

and we bought it from GIORDANO!
cheap i know. haha!

after session when to eat with divya and noreen
i bought a new specs!=)
the lady tried to con my money
lucky noreen was there haha!

tomorrow BCS mock test
gosh never study
tsk tsk

where were you, where were you
lost and insecure
stupid me
Monday, May 18, 2009 @ 10:21 PM
AMANDA LOST HER FREAKING THUMBDRIVE
SHE IS SO DUMB
SHE LEFT IT STUCK ON THE USB PORT
AFTER RHT CLASS.

so emo after that.sigh.
intHT was kinda easy
tomorrow commskills sigh

i want to buy high cut shoes.

saw you again today
i wish i can see you everyday.
will you notice me.
funk
Sunday, May 17, 2009 @ 12:27 AM
haven't been updating
projects are killing me
and i haven't got enough sleep the whole week.

Saturday morning, met Alisha, Cheryl and Diana for breakfast
woohoo we all came early when i thought i was the only one gonna be early
we even shopped early in the morning
bought the same T-shirts from giordano!
DOPE!=)

Dance orientation was pretty awesome
only that the group was a little quiet
diana,nic,alex,zen was in my group.
we're E which we came up with ee-yer(not sure about the speeling but pronunciation yeah)
thanks seniors for the games and stuff.

had to showcase then they wanted hip hop plus modern piece
i obviously don't wanna do modern
so didn't do hip hop cause they suggested to incoporate locking and popping in
cause there was diana and nic, like duhh zai people
so instead of two of them i joined them cause i can pop and lock a tiny weenie bit.
so 3 of us did locking and popping
both of them zai, choreo two eights each.
i gotta say i had loads of fun learning new stuff.
so starting to pick out stuff that i love in dance.
funk is definitely one of them.
thanks guys!

after dance orientation, head to SMU for K.O night with
Xephry,Leo,Diana and Cheryl.
saw a lot of people there.woohoo

K.O night was dope
as a Hip Hopper(that's what i call people who do hip hop)
without anything called formal training
i don't know the much about the feel, when to hit
i just know you gotta groove somehow
many things i wish i could learn but maybe don't have the chance yet
but seeing the top 8 was really inspiring
super dope yo.and i probably just have an idea what about feel and stuff.
GREAT JOB GUYS!=) jiayou!

popping and locking was awesome too
after today's showcase, for the first time i noticed the locking and popping battles so closely
usually i do watch, but maybe not such an intense lookout for the battles
locking, to see how they groove and feel the music was really cool. funky people
popping, their hits and musicality is insane.they feel like machines but definitely human.
DOPE

i'm definitely loving dance more each day
i don't wanna just do hip hop only,
the styles i really wish and hope i get to learn more would be
locking,popping and house.
thanks to those people who taught me a lil' of these 3 genres
nic,diana,fen and edison from FB who gave me some advice on house
my bro doesn't do much, but seeing him do weird stuff helps?
auntie, you so dope your advice are power one haha.stop calling me dope!

i just wish i can session more.
thursday is the day i look forward to
cause it's the only day i can session
i love R square.HAHA!

test coming up:
monday intHT test
tuesday commskills

later today gotta study study
sigh.
survival
Tuesday, May 12, 2009 @ 12:30 AM
one word: insulted
two words: pissed off
three words:i am stress

track dance track dance track dance

if i can't compete, why track
if i suck, why dance.

when i don't even have the chance
why bother
maybe cause some things i just can't let it go
it's part of me, part of who i am
happy mother's day
Sunday, May 10, 2009 @ 11:16 PM


went out with chloe today
mainly to buy shirts
managed to buy two tshirts and it's within my budget
that's cool
but for XL it's still kinda not THAT baggy
it's okay.
now i sort of need jeans or pants

watched 17 again
the show is pretty awesome i gotta say
came home afetr the movie

tomorrow got school!
rahh.
not going xuehui's cause Alisha got ballet
and i don't feel like going without her!
oh gosh i miss xuehui's class
sigh.
should i go mass workshop?
but i wanna go shohei's master class!
gosh
no money
i still have to pay for tpde this week
SIGH

and before i forgot
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MUMS
sometimes saying it out is harder than it looks
sorry mum
things are just more complicated than it looks
and i'm not the person you think i am.
you just don't know me

i wish i see you tomorrow

rest
2:50 AM
saturday was like a total rest day
i didn't do anything but stay home
damn slack
im so lazy to even study
amanda you're useless.

talked to auntie online just now!
he's coming back later today 4.30pm
sorry can't go to the airport
wayy to far!
but remember to tell me about japan osn!
he called me a locking noobie
haha which is true!
gosh need to buck up!
auntie says locking is good for control of movement
is it true?
oh well faster faster come back i want to know about japan osn=))

the whole point of me going modern is for movement control
affecting hip hop so badly
rahh.

EXAMS ARE COMING
AMANDA..
1)YOU NEED TO STUDY.
2)NEED CLOTHES BUT NO MONEY
3)NEED TO PAY FOR DANCE

i'm thinking of you.
dreaming of you felt so real.
shock
Saturday, May 9, 2009 @ 12:58 AM
today had RHT lecture at 9AM
quite stupid seriously
the tutorial questions are tough though
err dislike RHT.

then 1K05 guys have like a sprinting competition
are they hyper or what?
oh well Aliff won the 100m
Gary won the 400m
hilarious but awesome.

slaked around the library
before BCS
woohoo phyllis not here, so the relief was one of our lecturers
and she's very very nice
cause we ended not at 5pm but 4 plus!

session with diana,junyi,shawn(or shaun) plus alisha
noreen and cheryl was there too
i didn't do much cause never play hiphop music
and my speakers are screwed.
learnt popping from diana though ahaha

oh did i mentioned i got into modern and hiphop!
exciting i know
but i didn't feel the excitement though
some of us didn't get in.
gosh so weird like incomplete.
but anyway session and jiayou together even though not all of us are in TPDE!
have to pay for classes sign,in TPDE also must pay
i guess i'm not going for modern
don't have enough money=(

money is such a problem.
sign.

been seeing you a lot lately
don't know who you are
but just seem to be happy seeing you
results on its way
Thursday, May 7, 2009 @ 11:37 PM
the last time since i blog feels very long
damn tired
school is leveling up yo

okay dance audition results out tomorrow!
damn nervous okay!
hope i get in=/

today class ended like 2PM
cause APEL got shift forward when intHT got cancelled
damn stupid
earlier i know i don't come so early

hang out with the guys in 1K05
felt really comfortable cause they're so fun

after that trained at 3PM
cause i thought noreen ends at 5PM
actually she end at 6PM!
omGOSH
oh well i manage to waste some time in the gym
i felt damn dumb
cause the machines were so weird
some i don't even know how to use
the stuff i wanna use, they apparently don't have like our ssp gym
i miss sports school's gym!
bad experience
no wonder i was so scared to go in the first place!

i need to blog better stuff
my english is getting damn crappy!
gosh.
HIP HOP auditions
Sunday, May 3, 2009 @ 1:04 AM
morning had hip hop auditions
'cui'
freestyle is a failure
doubt i can get in.
demoralizing.

slack in school until 5 plus 6
then 'chiong' to meet melanie,cheryl,alisha and their friend
when reach scape realise it's full
so watched from outside
melanie and i was like the enthu ones

congrats to
Chao Zhong and Jiarui
Luqman and Jean
Ronald and Robin
Andy and Andy
and all those who get into the Top 8

this year, standard definitely went up
damn zai.

ate with tpde people
then left for home.
BCS assignment is screwed
Friday, May 1, 2009 @ 2:21 AM
BCS assignment instructions is like not even clear
confuse like everyone
i just do what i think i'm suppose to do
i just wanna finish this last minute assignment fast and pass

today i realise ahem* have no life
and i don't like person ahem*
irritates me.gosh
feel so much more comfortable with Divya,Meixian and Noreen
the moment i'm with them or other holqa people i started laughing at least
holqa dua dua love=)

AUNTIE IS GOING JAPAN ON SATURDAY FOR JAPAN OSN!
gosh and i thought it was in june
yes i know i slow can, call me slow tortoise uncle
somemore.
hmph.
for someone who spells tortoise wrongly somemore.haha!
his flight 1AM
going for one week with partner danny
locking locking yo.
auntie so cool and sort of famous.
all i can say, i admire you. haha!
you are dope
and i'll miss talking to you!=)
i'll talk to you in japan if you come online.
hahaha!
doubt you'll ever read this.
but good luck and take care yo!
dua dua love auntie!


later today meeting noreen to borrow her laptop for BCS
and sort of shopping
doubt i would shop..like seriously shopping
but oh well nevermind.
oh and i bought my sock thingy
im still looking for my damn cap
and im broke
gosh.

pray hard i finish BCS
and pray i get into TPDE with my friends=)