Late updates once more.

Dance Meet Funk Session and Workshop is over two weeks ago.
Awesome awesome. that's all i've got to say. Partly, cause i'm lazy.

Last An An's item performance was at graduation. I'm gonna miss them!(: All of them are such amazing dancers in their own ways, honoured to have danced with them.

This weekend is filled with birthday parties.

Update soon yeah(:

CDM meeting is over and well, i think i better note down some stuff to help with my SIP report later on.

Day 0: OT day. Did publications for CDMs. Print handouts which consists of presentation slides and pictures.

Day 1: OT day again. Did publications for CDMs. Print handouts of day 2 which consists of presentation slides and pictures. Started burning CDs too.

Day 2: Burn CDs and manage to attend part of the CDM meeting. ASEAN delegates are friendly with each other and the meeting was rather smooth.

Day 3: did transport timings from games village to competition venue. As requested by CDMs from other countries.

Learning points?
Planning is important. Anticipation and forecasting of the unknown need to be done, so that any situation that occur can be solved easily. Precautions can also be taken before hand.
Learnt how to properly format and burn a CD.
Like BESE, first impression is important. Even handouts must look good when giving it to important people overseas.
Segregation of duties must be clearly done so that gaps and overlapping of them would not occur.

end of that.

Saturday i went Fuyo Warm up party. had fun!(: happy to see Louis, Brendan and Yi zheng pop! they are all so crazy!:D Met new friends too(: happy day!

Today was a simple day but enjoyable one with friends.
Really happy to see Dickson and nessa today!
i miss the ssp pioneers and my batch a lot!(:
hope we see each other again soon!:D

It's been one month plus of attachment/internship at CCAB. Things has been going alright. I guess I'm starting to get the hang of things, but been rather distracted lately so i messed up quite a bit too.

Anyway, some updates from the past two weeks:
Started Popping again so i was really happy i get to session last week with KS, Yi Zheng, Lionel, Waihoe, Alvin etc. It was really fun(:

TPDE auditions, can't wait to see the new batch of juniors. Got to session with TPDE again. So learnt a lot yeap.

Get Down Vol. 4. This year everyone got stronger, so i'm really happy for everyone. I really sucked this year. The moment I went on stage i know everything felt wrong. Been super down ever since. As much as I pretend to smile and be happy, something inside my heart just doesn't feel right. The thing is, I'm not unhappy or sad about not getting through auditions. I'm not angry at anything. Just that I don't know why, everytime I think about dance and music now, i just feel something hurting in my heart, just pain. And it makes it hard to even breathe. Sigh, don't even wanna think about it. But now, everyday i question myself, can i really dance? Am i a dancer? Do i even belong here?
Maybe that's why people have status quo, people should be where they belong to and not try something new. Track has been my whole life and I know it. It is one of the best things that happened to me because it brought me to where I am and everything I learnt from it made me who I am.

Fuck all that.

MX got her car already cool or what, now we can go a lot of places woohoo. haha. take advantage!

And last part of my update today, cause i simply have no idea what to say anymore.

Happy birthday Mum, doubt you'll ever read this.
But, I know I was never the best daughter you can have. I know I have a lot of angsty moments and I know I haven't been treating you the way you should be. Thank you for all your care and concern as much as I hate it when you nag but, i know you care. Our little household changed a lot since I was a kid, now things are so different from back then and I miss all the quality times we could spent. Now we hardly have time for each other, and the home doesn't feel like a home anymore. But whatever happens, you know I love you mum. Without you, I probably wouldn't be where I am. Thank you for trusting me in all the decisions i make, and giving me freedom to do what i want, never stopping me from the things i love doing. I will work hard for my last year in poly. May you have a good life for as long as you live. love ya mum.