frustration
Saturday, September 30, 2006 @ 12:36 AM
lessons
today had first period english,some groups presented..pretty funny
second period was science..boring as usual?..today someone pass a message telling the whole class to lie on the table.everybody did except Fai who said she want to study.dang.we laughed and stuff cause the teacher was pretty blur,while some people were like bluffing him.
after break called ms chan to tell her that we got PEP and decided to train at 12 with jumpers so it was like chaos.
Maths class was really in a mess,total chaos but fun though.we did revised simultaneous equations which i manage to remember except some fraction parts.when piriyah and i wanted to leave the class because we were in a hurry for training almost everyone(dom,bhaama,stanely,fazli..etc) came to us and ask us how to do? i was like asking everyone to wait,piriyah took my paper they copy and hand up.DONE we were off.
reach the hostel we changed took our stuff and went down.we warm-up super fast i got no idea why.we finish warm up plus drills at 12.30.today i was prety pissed off with myself because i could do my weaker leg but could not do my stronger leg.it really puzzled me.i was fed up and didn't feel like doing.dr valeri say stride and finish.i felt slack.damn..Noreen was pretty fed up too.but well its okay.people make mistakes,no one is perfect in this world.no perfection at all.
we finished our packed lunch at around 1.45 cause we ended training around 1.35 or soemthing like that.went up hostel took a bath,back in our school uniforms and went for PEP we reach there in time.PEP was S-PEAK didn't came for first lesson so she recap,oh by the way the teacher was called Dorothy Tam,she got weird ascent.Later par of the class we had to present for at least 30 secs of one of the topics given i chose if i had 3 wishes..practically almost the whole class chose this.
i said:
hi my name is amanda i am from the track and field academy
if i had 3 wishes..
my first wish is to travel around the world to places like London or Paris because i never get to travel much
my second wish is to get into a good university so that i will hold a stable job in future
my third wish is to learn how to breakdance because i think it is cool,fun and enjoyable.
thank you.
lucky it hit 31 seconds if not i have to re-do.after PEP which ended around 4 ,went hostel pack stuff change and go home.because we trained just now so can go home early.
i took 901 with Noreen and Mei xian,i realise my card got no money so had to use coins.reach mrt i went o top up my card and when down again to take 187 home.i blast the music in the bus. i reached home around 5 i guess we left school around 4.40.hmmm..
evening my mum bought dinner for me,i manage to watch one of my so called favourite chinese show which was never shown for a long time.amazing.was at home.i was either watching tv or playing com so yeah.its later now.dont know what time to sleep-.-"
if only you knew..
ijustloveyou..imsorryifitiswrong.
i didn't know you don't like me at all
maybe cause you're way to mysterious.
just forget about everything thats what i have to do.
cause its to late to turn things around.
i guess this is how it goes.
you'll live in your world i'll live in mine
goodbye forever..
if only love was like a bouncy ball
how much you give is how much you get
you use that amount of force and bounce the ball
it will bounce the same amount of force back..
if only love was like that..
ouhh
Sunday, September 24, 2006 @ 8:03 PM
the one where i'm happy and live is existen.
putting up a fake smile is not what i do best..
so i just wanna be myself for a moment.
i guess i have fallen into your trap
now i'm stuck inside something i fear..
love..
i never wanted anything more except being friends..
i'm sorry..now it changed..
maybe i've weaken..
i know this is all part of my wishful thinking..never will it happen..
thats why this is just a secret kepy beneath my hard.
everyday just thinking of you..just makes my mind lose control about everything else..
i can't lose focus now..but you made it happen..
you're living in your world not knowing whats happening..
while i'm living in mind struggling with everything..
all i wanna say is iloveyou..whether you know or don't..
it doesn't matter anymore..
i'll make all of this disappear..
goodbye forever.
zone colours awards:D
Friday, September 22, 2006 @ 10:46 PM
finish,sec 2 track girls
all the sec two trackers.a little not formal
all sec two trackers!
in school still..
Thursday, September 21, 2006 @ 9:22 PM
training was aching,tiring..painful! did warm up slowly, and straight gym.
muscles still aching from kick boxing,today's cling and full squat is going to make it worst for sure!
tomorrow morning gonna do one step hurdle..arrggghh.
but yays tomorrow can go home!!wheee.. and taking zone awards wahaha!..
now blogging at sdc wonder why today's one so short but whatever it is i'll blog nicely when i reach home tomorrow..with pictures:D
going to do some crappy stuff now..byee<3
kick boxing?..aerobics..whtever it is
Wednesday, September 20, 2006 @ 9:15 PM
morning had training which was like soso...
the worst was the first 2 periods of the day!!..MOTHER TONGUE!!..SPOIL MY MOOD..the more of zhou lao shi's chinese lesson i attend the more i hate chinese.is not i hate her..is just that she emphasize one thing more then 10 times.which is quite boring..actually i dont really like mother tongue..so ya..is natural i feel sleepy..after the break the next two period had ENGLISH..HAD COMPREHENSION TEST FOR TWO PERIODS!!..THE PASSAGE WAS LIKE SO DIFFICULT TO UNDERSTAND ALTHOUGH THE QUESTION ARE SOOOOO...EASY TO ANSWER BECAUSE ALL ONE OR TWO MARKS QUESTION.anyway..most probably FAIL summary..i think i wrote a load of crap.AARGGHH.after the lunch was ART..it was like totally ridiculous.the teacher didn't come AGAIN.the soccer boys jacked me and other people by the stupid love calculator thingy.82%..-.-" hate that..now piriyah is like making it worst.LOL.i was doing geography during art lesson.
In the afternoon,played and hang out at the dining house and first level.training time we had cross-traininh thing.AMAZINGLY THE TRACKERS DID AEROBICS(KICK-BOXING)..tiring but fun though..after that played..i'm so lazy to blog anymore..
BYEEBYEE..GONNA LET NOREEN USE<3>
Monday, September 18, 2006 @ 9:53 PM
training was horrible because we did walking hurdles the 3rd height,it was so hard and my back and leg practically DIE-ED on me!..my back was killing me,it was like SUPER DUPER DUPER TIGHT..i'm beginning to feel stress sooon,because there is too many homework and projects which all due next week.i think the teachers are like crazy!..hahas..and today is practically the first time i feel like giving up during training before i even get to the most tiring part..aarrgghh gtg..
BYE BYE<3>
school
Friday, September 15, 2006 @ 9:52 PM
mr tan is now my relief maths teacher?? hahas.
michelle have shifted next to our room on the 8 floor!! hows cool is that!:D
i pass history test! and i topped chinese test!:D
i pretty lazy to type the whole week so i just type what happen today then.
hmmm..morning had no training so sleep in yays! first two periods was math.i realise we are lagging behind other classes arghh..this is so weird..had science.the lady teacher was gone she only came 2 days.now the 5th teacher is some weird teeth male teacher that look like a bunny.but his teaching is understandable.english was horrible!! haha..had english close book quiz for animal farm.i think i wrote a whole lot of crap.and reading policy must be handed up on monday i haven even started reading the book.i'm so D-E-A-D,dead..lucky i have one of the books,harry potter and the chamber of secrets! so i can do that write a part two and summary of the story.lol..lunch and went back to the hostel.training was at 2.30 because we finally DON'T HAVE PEP!!:D
it was raining so we warmed up indoors,drills.did one step hurdles
the thing is i got no idea why i was shaky and i wobbly i cried cause i know how to do but couldn't do it.arghh..so i did the lowest height.but i was still shaky throughout the whole thing.wonder why.did slowly so ended training at 4.30?..bath and went home with gina around 6 cause parents not going for parents teacher thing.took the 900a and then the 187.went to plaza to buy stuff before going home.
gtg like now<3>
lazy
Sunday, September 10, 2006 @ 4:39 PM
pictures:)
street style slam
ryan,victor,cousin and i.(oops cousin's face got like left out)
victor:)
the big board?
ryan on the board
dj haikel
dance limit 50
b-boying on stage
nathan singing
town again?!
Tuesday, September 5, 2006 @ 9:40 PM
yesterday went out with cousin to marina square after training early in the morning.argh..i think i injured my hamstring.crappy.cousin stayed at my house:)
today after waking up at 10 plus i made breakfast,watch tv.watch take the lead vcd also.at 12 i cooked noodles for cousin as lunch.got ready and left house at 1.40 while cousin went home.i ran to the bus stop because i suppose to meet the track girls at 2.but watch tv until i forgot the time,mei xian called then i realise it was 1.40.i waited for the bus and board it at 1.50.i manage to reach orchard,far east plaza the burger king at 2.15.AMAZINGLY i wasn't the LATEST:D.i ate lunch at bk and laughed,piriyah and noreen came at around 2.30 we walk around far east while waiting for mel,in the end we walked to cineleisure.Mel met us there.i met TRISH,she had colourful plasters.hahas.and she rawk at dance dance revolution.we wanted to watch movie but didn't in the end.we took neoprint.Went to kfc which we laughed to much and did nonsensical stuff.walked to Heeren after which piriyah and divya went home at around 5 something.only left noreen,meixian,mel and me.we walk a little while it was 6 plus so we decided to go taka for dinner because mel need to go church at 7.30.we ate at the food court and laughed took some photos.mel left soon after.so three remaining people walked at the big fair thing downstairs took photos and look around for cute stuff.the thing that i remember is the huge ERASER!!at 7.35 we all went home,meixian and i wasted 15 minutes looking for the exit to the bus stop.we waited for the bus and looking at whose bus come first,hahas my bus came first! i reached my house bus stop at 8 went to plaza to buy food for bro and at 8.15 i reach home:)
pictures:D
nice wall
fooling around in flash and splash
neoprints:D
bustard noreen:D
this is so wrong:]
see the similarity?
dinner time!
food...
dinner time:D
ryan!!
Saturday, September 2, 2006 @ 11:19 PM
friday which is a school holiday.i went out with noreen,jannah,mariam,mariam's sis,min,an and saf.the girls met each other at like 12 ate at burger king and went to cineleisure walk and take neoprints.ate ice cream too:D we walked around until the guys came around 3 we watch monster house nice movie:)after the movie,saw adam and gris,fadzly and gris's sis.we went down and saw roy and people at kfc.went outside cineleisure we saw abel.when to heeren that side.we parted jannah and saf don't know go where.then the rest walk to far east.reach tangs that side,mariam and the rest went home.me and noreen go walk until 8 like that i met divya and wanyi for dinner at taka.they dont know how to walk to taka which was weird.hahas.we ate mac and walk towards borders and walk around there for awhile.then took bus home aorund 9.
here are some pictures:)
Four people:)
Noreen's root beer float! haha.
huh??
Saturday,i met jannah at two o clock at gombak mrt to go watch Singapore open.saf came too.i met dipna,amalina and balpreet at the mrt.we actually sat the same train:)i went with jannah to watch jumps from the jumps side i was watching sprints too.the triple jump,korea girl she was like awesome! 13.71m.pro.and the sprints girls was like all running 11 plus,guys10 plus.calvin and yusof took part too:D calvin cheng came before the long jump men started.he came and sat with me and jannah,after which jannah left at 4 something so i followed calvin cheng to watch.he kept criticising one person hahas.evil calvin.oh and one of the japan jumpers personal best is like 8.06m!crazy! i took the train back with ama,dipna and balpreet after the last 4 by400m event.i went to plaza with mum,where i cut my hair until like ten so i went home cook noodle as my dinner.
today,after eating lnuch which my mum finally cook i went to meet chloe at marina square.we first went to play bowling.played two games and i won her:D aha.we were hungry so went to get food,then we went to see RYAN!!ahh! he's so cool i love his hair.he totally rock at breakdance.after that we walked around.when to suntec play arcade then go home.on the way to mrt.went to hmv.i reach home around 8.
here are the pictures but sadly its all blurred:(
Ryan and me
people:D
Vic breakdancing:D