it has been a long time since i updated this blog
reason being, I HAVE NO TIME
thanks to all my stupid projects
finally, i'm done with them
what's left is presentations and other weird happenings.

Every single day for the whole entire week
i've been doing projects
that's about it
sad isn't it.
The only plus point is watching Daybreakers on Friday
the movie is short and i paid a weekend price for it
the ending was dumb
but somehow it was an interesting movie
i kinda like it.
just disappointed with the ending.

Saturday i was in school like the whole day
danced but i didn't audition for it
session and popeyes
Popeyes con me, totally give me the wrong order.

Today is all about projects again
whole day, luckily i'm done
if noti have to burn midnigh oil
i lep at 4AM and oe up at 9.15AM
i feel like dying aleady.

Tomorrow got to work hard for auditions
i hope i find my motivaon
i wish i can go rp and session with the people soon=/
where all i can feel is love, music and just dance.

there are times i just wish i can lay down
and think about the good
think about anything i like.
maybe you too

finally a decent update.
i've been doing only short posts on LJ
due to various time constraints

Dance training officially starts
kinda sad, i don't know why
somehow i feel like i'm losing my interest to dance
especially after i strain my muscle in modern class on wednesday
every time i dance now, it seems that i have to think twice.
it just seems that i can't do what i want
it's like in tpde, i feel so trapped, constrainted
if i didn't join tpde, where would i be?
probably track. but seeing 'it' is like a total turn off
i wouldn't have met all the crazy asses in my batch.
but every now and then, i feel like quitting tpde.
too much commitment, and i don't have the time
but i can't bear to do it.
i feel so useless.
studies like shit, dance like shit
the best thing i'm good at, sports now also like shit.
sigh.
don't even know if i'm able to dance for GEMS,
my muscle is like strained for the third time
it's gonna be a tough recovery
i'm not looking forward to stretching and strengthening.
need the sports tape too.
and i've got nothing.

projects are like a waste of time
irritant.
marketing presentation is down, POM report is down
Macro and F&B deadline coming up
so are both of my CDS.

i'm just not in the right mood to do anything right
i forgot there's training tomorrow
and i thought i can go oschool
i remembered training 2-5pm
wtf
there goes my saturday
i hate it when people spoil my saturday
i'm sorry you guys must be thinking it's just saturday, still got sunday
fyi, saturday is my day, i don't do any work but slack
i like waking up late on saturdy and it's the only rest day i've got
and it's my favourite day
besides the activities i plan, i hate it when people plan activities for me on saturday.
screw it.

finally i can blog here
decently at least
i blogged on live journal like really short rubbish.

can't really remember much about the whole week
but projects,projects and more projects
everyday is just school and projects after that.
very very sick of it

haven't dance in two weeks
ultimately lousy now.

went shopping today
alone
went to queensway to find cap, but it ran out of sizes
went to peninsula bought a grey cap!
went to town.
i walk from
taka
to wisma
to ion
to wheelocks
to shaw
to far east
and back to wisma and taka
insane okay!
jus to find presentation shirt
cause of the stupid G2000, follow asian sizes, the shirt too short
was so frustrated and walked into Cotton On
and bought two leggings and a top
finally went to Zara like for the third time, and bought a presentation shirt.
don't ask me how many time i walk into stores like Mango.

saw a nike bag that is 50 plus at shaw
i want it!
mybag is spoiling, and that bag looks just right!
but i need to buy presentation shoes!
like WTH! stupid heels!

*wonder if anyone took time off
to take a look at things around you,
when i was in 197 today going to queensway
i saw the old shophouses and many other kinds of places
that doesn't seem like modernised Singapore
it's amazing the way they look
it didn't feel like Singapore at all.
just thinking no one appreciates them is really sad.
places like this are vanishing slowly
just hope they leave some for memories.

went out today
watched Alvin and the Chipmunks 2!
it was quite funny, entertaining at least.
Quest and Charice pempengco was in the movie, dope!

suppose to buy a bag and wallet
couldn't find one that i'm 100% sure of
the yapak was $60 after 20% discount,
but the strap looks too fragile.
the bag is huge though.
the nike one was $70
way off my budget,
more sturdy but looks quite bulky?
wallet, i'm super picky.
end up buying a book from borders.
I NEED A BAG AND WALLET BADLY
ANY GOOD DEALS, PLEASE TELL ME
BUT I'M DAMN PICKY.

need to do econs=.=
hate projects.

2009 have a lot of ups and downs.
new poly life,
one year out of sports school
but i still miss it.
and i'm really glad i still have my great ssp friends
going into dance and stopping track is probably the hardest part.
i still feel for track/ sports in general, i know i always will
it's in my blood, runs in my father's side of the family
nevertheless i've made my choice in poly to join TPDE and not track or other sports
somehow it feels weird, but it's something new
something i like to do as well.

major highlights of 2009 probably would be
Awards Night,FOC, Commbase, Recital 2009
Thanks and love to SSP people, TPDE, Holqa 1K05, RECITAL MATES! THE POPPERS=D,
and all others not mentioned=)

moving on, before i get started on 2010..

Countdown was a blast!
definitely memorable!
spending it with the most unexpected people.
laughing like mad people from an asylum.

First, Dinner at Marina Square with Team P people
Habbs,Nabbs,Gina, Val, Divya, Mei Xian, Sakinah, Liang Wei, Ying Jia plus Clara Poon
Thai Express!
woohoo green curry is awesome=)
after that everyone went out separate ways.

Mei Xian and I head down to East Coast Park to meet supposinly TPDE people
well there was only Marcus, Zheng Yi, Leslie, Clarence and Xephry
but it's alright!
we played sparklers on the beach
during the countdown, we lit 100 sparklers and became like a ultra mini firework
Clarence's great idea!
awesome!=D
went to macs, slack around
and we spam photos on Clarence's ultra drama expressions.
this is the funniest part of the whole day!=)
thanks guys for making the day so funny!
reach home at 3AM!
photos are up on facebook!

okay 2010, everyone will be definitely talking about resolutions/goals
haven't really thought about it
here it goes, in general.

1. I WANNA BE HAPPIER THAN I WAS IN 2009
2. BETTER GPA THAN MY FIRST SEMESTER
3. HOPE I LEVEL UP FOR DANCE
4. BRACE MYSELF AND JOIN A BATTLE.
5. FIND TIME TO DO SPORTS AND NOT ONLY DANCE
6. BE A BETTER FRIEND/DAUGHTER/PERSON
7. LOSE WEIGHT?
8. I WANT A CLEANER ROOM
9. LEARNT HOUSE~
10. USE MONEY MORE WISELY

today i slept till 5PM!
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE=)