frustration
Saturday, September 30, 2006 @ 12:36 AM
lessons
today had first period english,some groups presented..pretty funny
second period was science..boring as usual?..today someone pass a message telling the whole class to lie on the table.everybody did except Fai who said she want to study.dang.we laughed and stuff cause the teacher was pretty blur,while some people were like bluffing him.
after break called ms chan to tell her that we got PEP and decided to train at 12 with jumpers so it was like chaos.
Maths class was really in a mess,total chaos but fun though.we did revised simultaneous equations which i manage to remember except some fraction parts.when piriyah and i wanted to leave the class because we were in a hurry for training almost everyone(dom,bhaama,stanely,fazli..etc) came to us and ask us how to do? i was like asking everyone to wait,piriyah took my paper they copy and hand up.DONE we were off.
reach the hostel we changed took our stuff and went down.we warm-up super fast i got no idea why.we finish warm up plus drills at 12.30.today i was prety pissed off with myself because i could do my weaker leg but could not do my stronger leg.it really puzzled me.i was fed up and didn't feel like doing.dr valeri say stride and finish.i felt slack.damn..Noreen was pretty fed up too.but well its okay.people make mistakes,no one is perfect in this world.no perfection at all.
we finished our packed lunch at around 1.45 cause we ended training around 1.35 or soemthing like that.went up hostel took a bath,back in our school uniforms and went for PEP we reach there in time.PEP was S-PEAK didn't came for first lesson so she recap,oh by the way the teacher was called Dorothy Tam,she got weird ascent.Later par of the class we had to present for at least 30 secs of one of the topics given i chose if i had 3 wishes..practically almost the whole class chose this.
i said:
hi my name is amanda i am from the track and field academy
if i had 3 wishes..
my first wish is to travel around the world to places like London or Paris because i never get to travel much
my second wish is to get into a good university so that i will hold a stable job in future
my third wish is to learn how to breakdance because i think it is cool,fun and enjoyable.
thank you.
lucky it hit 31 seconds if not i have to re-do.after PEP which ended around 4 ,went hostel pack stuff change and go home.because we trained just now so can go home early.
i took 901 with Noreen and Mei xian,i realise my card got no money so had to use coins.reach mrt i went o top up my card and when down again to take 187 home.i blast the music in the bus. i reached home around 5 i guess we left school around 4.40.hmmm..
evening my mum bought dinner for me,i manage to watch one of my so called favourite chinese show which was never shown for a long time.amazing.was at home.i was either watching tv or playing com so yeah.its later now.dont know what time to sleep-.-"
if only you knew..
ijustloveyou..imsorryifitiswrong.
i didn't know you don't like me at all
maybe cause you're way to mysterious.
just forget about everything thats what i have to do.
cause its to late to turn things around.
i guess this is how it goes.
you'll live in your world i'll live in mine
goodbye forever..
if only love was like a bouncy ball
how much you give is how much you get
you use that amount of force and bounce the ball
it will bounce the same amount of force back..
if only love was like that..