ouhh
Sunday, September 24, 2006 @ 8:03 PM
the one where i'm happy and live is existen.
putting up a fake smile is not what i do best..
so i just wanna be myself for a moment.
i guess i have fallen into your trap
now i'm stuck inside something i fear..
love..
i never wanted anything more except being friends..
i'm sorry..now it changed..
maybe i've weaken..
i know this is all part of my wishful thinking..never will it happen..
thats why this is just a secret kepy beneath my hard.
everyday just thinking of you..just makes my mind lose control about everything else..
i can't lose focus now..but you made it happen..
you're living in your world not knowing whats happening..
while i'm living in mind struggling with everything..
all i wanna say is iloveyou..whether you know or don't..
it doesn't matter anymore..
i'll make all of this disappear..
goodbye forever.