today is good friday,morning had training at 9am at gombak stadium.only did warm-up training ended at ten:] after that MEIXIAN came to my house took a bath and both of us went to queensway to search for spike i bought a nike thing she didn't manage to get the spike.

we took a cab to orchard cineleisure,we watched MR BEAN'S HOLIDAY i found it was lame but it wasn't THAT BAD:) i reached home at about 7 after i bought food for my mum and myself yeap.
i missed the easter musical at scgs, sorry mel! i promise to be there the next one!

im so DEAD i haven't done ANY OF MY HOMEWORK.

and ya..close friends you guys know what happened in my family. my grandma passed away.so ya.
THANKS EVERYONE FOR COSOLATION AND SUPPORT JUST WHEN I NEEDED IT.REALLY APPRECIATE IT .


this are the videos from saa relays:] check them out people.
Saa relays 4x100m b division girls
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=31YUaFYoyTc
Saa relays 4x200m b division girls
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gZJh2HkdsKc

some more photos from saa relays

relay:) meixian,me,gail and noreen

sec 3 track girls that took part:)

track team 07'[most of them not all]


tomorrow nats juniors, competition.i totally not in the mood to compete after everything that hit me this weeki hope i can do it, i hope i am not pessimistic.but..sorry i can't stop being that way..all i can say i'll try my best..even though i don't really know would i really try..even if i don't make it to the semis or finals..i'm okay with it..its REALITY.

: i did this after i found out what happened to my grand,thoughts might be jumbled up
if only i could turn back time
i would change the past
do everything i could to make you happy
i would do everything i could to make you remember me
you never ever smile for me
im sorry i never could understand your language
im sorry i never be able to communicate with you
i wish you could be here again
im sorry that now you've left i still could not learn the language you've always know
i wish it could start all over
i was never the good granddaughter
neither was i bad
i wasn't even at your side when your spirit left the world
leaving only what seems to be your cold souless body
the day before was the last time i see you
you breathed hard
lying there
not responding to anything around you
i wished you said something
i wished you answered me when i called you
but it has all past
could i live the future like i live in the past
you've gone
my last grandparent..
i thought you could hang on but i guess
i let my hopes fly too high..
all i can say now is in my heart
actually..
even words can't describe how i feel now
i cant take it!
but i know i have to
i dont know what my family is going through now
but i know they are upset..extremely upset
im sorry i cant be there
im sorry that this is me