hey, back from "prison"
will tell you why i call it it "prison".
but first updates for the week
-.-

let me think..
monday walking hurdles
tuesday medicine ball 6kg with weining! omg heavy okay!

WEDNESDAY!
FINALS FOR NATIONALS SCHOOLS
how exiciting..
as usual school wins loads of medals
didn't run cause i don't know why
CAN PEOPLE PLEASE STOP ASKING ME WHY I NEVER RUN
its ticking me off.seriously.
was told as the reserved like last minute at 12.30
the time which im suppose to go in a sense
so went with the 2.15 bus as the reserve
warm-up with them and all.
its like my training la
watched races the rest of the day
cheer for people
and finally see siaolangs(:
really lovely.
went for SEOUL GARDEN at night the atmosphere at my table was really weird.
three groups of people one happy, one super quiet and one super noisy.
i was kinda emo that day la.
anyway..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HABIBAH!
hope you got the best birthday gift ever!

THURSDAY did err..
oh fartleg haha! 5 rounds around the field
ran too fast almost died
haha! retarded
oh i took math test after school without revising!(:
so i guess it was pretty easy
the only freaking thing im struggling with is chemistry!
ughh.can i just like go and die.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRISCILLA AND SYAFIQ(SEC 4)

TODAY/FRIDAY
no morning training f.y.i cause competition period
so had school
it was okay la. had chem quiz after school
i forgot how to do one question though
ughh
hope i pass la! daryl was like tearing his hair soon for math test haha!
PEP did indian dance as in learn it
it was really tiring.
calves and hamstrings are like cramping up!
haha!
and you know what my muscles ache the whole week since tuesday
today did medicine ball again! 6kg
i did it on my own this time not really my own but with the wall(:
i felt it was lighter today(:
i think i got stronger again haha.nice.
okay went back on my own today
ate three pieces of bread for dinner.
bought coach carter vcd and borrowed xxx from school library
going to watch them tonight i guess(:
oh and i call school "prison" because
it looks like one with the bar gates and all
and the system is pretty similar too! only not as strict
i guess.

hope i find someone to go out with tomorrow! woohoo!
im bored la.

Sometimes i wish i didn't have to hide
its just like a roller coaster ride
isn't it?
shouldn't it be filled with joy and excitement..
i wish i could show how i'm feeling
without changing people's feelings
happiness,joy and laughter..
something i never felt in such a long time..
is my emotions already numb.
or am i making a barrier from all of those..
to protect myself.