my sweet sixteen
Saturday, February 9, 2008 @ 10:42 AM
i thought it was suppose to be one of the best day ever
i suppose its not
no plans,no party, no nothing
maybe no friends.
friends that i wanna party with
is just never there i guess.
telling myself "hey its chinese new year, expected"
everyone is busy with chinese new year
so to all have a great new year with many red packets
the boring thing is that im celebrating at my uncle's place cause
its his chinese birthday and my english birthday
wth.
is something that i do not want.
effed up, my parents never understand me.
and i can say NEVER.
people like them never took time off to even care
about my school stuff
whole day criticising me about how much muscles
i have whatever young that time im damn skinny
f*ck.serious go away.
facing you just makes my day worst
im not your bloody maid.
looking at the house
saying i never do my part
how much have you actually done.
i dont have a choice today.
i feel just like a dog doing what im told
everytime when i plan something
and when they plan soemthing
i put aside mine for theirs
i don't even want their plans
wanted to go sentosa or something maybe party late
have dinner with my friends..
now what go to my uncle's house where every freaking person
just sits and watch tv.what kind of fun is this.
sweet sixteen? this is so not
my sweet sixteen
is just like any other day
but worst because its my birthday.
and i actually remember it.
sometime i do hope whatever i post is wrong
but its the start of today
so i don't know what happens later right
caleb
he's like super amazing and he's 15!