lao shi let us watch LE GRAND CHEF
haha nice and touching korean show.

tomorrow SPH relays
i feel so scared cause i know
i havent been training well.
so afraid i screw it up.
hope for the best.

slack with meixian today after school
in causeway
reach home 6 plus.yeap.

i wanna know who am i right now.
things happen
everyone changes.
i've changed. i know i have.
but why.
looking at myself in the mirror
just makes me wonder who is that girl.
the amanda i once know and my parents once know
seem to be dead.. lost out there.

crying isn't always an option
always telling myself stay strong.
i've been.hiding everything in my head and heart.
leaving it there until someone opens it with the right key.
for once in my life, i felt i needed someone
but that someone i thought would be a friend
have left or rather i left.
leaving behind nothing but air,
that i once breathe.
to me its betrayal.