i don't wanna think
i don't wanna know
everything i ever knew was a lie
feeling like fool now
makes it worst
were you my friend or my foe
are stabbing me in the back now
or are you just being you
have i seen your true colours
or is this just another side of you
i don't know how to face you
actually i don't want to at all
when you gave me reasons not to go out with me
but yet you could go with others
i knew it was over.
every single thing is affecting me in all ways
studies,my life and my thoughts
screwing it all up
what the hell is wrong with me.
i seriously don't want to care but my heart does.
i'm becoming quieter each day
feeling that i am blocking myself away from the world.
is that what im suppose to do.
i just wanna run away

check out today at 10+ after school
training ended late was late for english class
i practically died for training.
ughh
hamstring cramped freaking badly.
stupid leg
chop off man.
ate macs with noreen and meixian
went bishan for awhile
meixian bought a bag while noreen went home
met up again
then go city hall
marina square
bought tickets for chocolate
but sadly couldn't watch cause noreen was a few more months then 16
stupid lady check ic
so changed tickets to made of honour
was okay not say damn exciting
but entertaining at least.
met mariam,jannah and her sis
bought mel's present
went to esplanade
take whole lot of lame photos
which pretty much made my day
eat dinner with noreen and meixian and go home.
-bought 3 pairs of earrings and a t-shirt today



marie digby-say it again