falling apart
Friday, June 20, 2008 @ 12:04 AM
everyone's breaking apart
drifting further away from each other.
hearing stories after stories
trying to do what i can to help
but i realise i can't do anything.
cause i numb myself years ago
that i can't remember how it feels anymore
i feel so cold to the world now
what did i turn myself into.
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today had training in the morning
well i suppose i improved from last week
but still feel and know im injured
cause leg got weak the last set
and started to move sideways
training wasn't so bad
except for the fact
it was REALLY HOT.
went for lunch with meixian
liangwei,joey,gina,divya
after lunch
everyone except gina and her bf
took train
meixian and i dropped at bishan
she followed me to rjc
to hand up the dsa documents
when we were going there called nessa
she didn't pick up
when we were leaving we called backed
to her missed call
she said she was in school canteen
so we went there to talk to her
cause she wanted to talk to us? haha
talk for about one hour till 3.30
then left.
went j8 for awhile
then there was nothing to do.
so went off
met trisha at starbucks around 5?
or something yeah.can't remember
studied/talk until 9.30pm
then went home?
reach home around 9.45pm
going starbucks tomorrow to meet hin ann.
need to drink something else tomorrow
or i'll keep drinking the same thing.rahh.
and i feel stress? i don't know haha.
TOMORROW I GOT NO CLASS
WOOHOO CAN SLEEP!
the more i know bout you
the more i'm afraid to know
i don't wanna sink deeper
into this one sided love