I'm Amanda. 20. I dance and I run.
Graduated from Leisure and Resort Management,
but I have no idea what I want from life yet.
Don't judge me.
the happening
Thursday, June 12, 2008 @ 10:04 PM
woke up at 7am
went to school for physio

training at 11am
which was gym
plus some jumps before that.

after that went to causeway
with divya and val
i swear i never ran for a bus
SO FAR AWAY BEFORE!
my bag zip opened
half way running for the bus
my bottle fell out
lucky i heard the loud sound
when to pick it up
and continue running
damn tiring.

ate at macs with them
divya and i when to get movie tickets
for THE HAPPENING
the movie was alright
ending was sorta dumb though
but the show was actually nothing much
it was sorta scary cause of all the dead people
and how they actually kill themselves.
yeah.
enjoyable,sorta entertaining
but missing loads of stuff(:

me and divya got
chronicles of narnia: prince caspian stickers
ahha.sweet.
thanks to the guy collecting the tickets.

studied a little before the movie
im so screwed
one week left and
i havent done loads of stuff

so tired
tomorrow training again.
8am.i need to sleep.

when you look at me
you know something have changed
i've been screwing up my life
so bad that i don't even know what to do anymore
even though
many say "still got time work hard sure can"
or "o levels so easy" or better still
"you so smart".
but somewhere deep down inside of me
i know its not true anymore
somewhere inside
i know or its like a premonition
i'm going to screw my o levels big time
so what am i hoping for.
i've been waiting all this time
for a sign.for something
that would change all of these.
waiting for someone or something
that bring hope to me
to carry on living
like how it used to be a long time ago

you're so far away
but somehow i'm so interested
to know more bout you
i'm so afraid that i'll fall for you
i'm so tired of waiting for something that will never happen