holidays
Friday, July 25, 2008 @ 1:35 PM
woohoo.
but cannot partayye
cause it o level year
so its mugging time for muggers
damn.
haha
SS test was cancelled so only doing it
after the holidays
rahh.
make me study for nothing
well had A maths test today
didn't study at all
slacked like crap.
but i guess i'll pass
screwed up a question that im suppose
to know how to do.
apparently i was sleeping when she thought the question
BUT, i know how to do but sort of missed the first part.
got back chem test marks didn't study much too
well this whole chapter was really scary
cause i catch up totally on my own with the textbook
textbook is my friend now(:
haha okay i didn't do too bad even though i screwed the whole
terylene question, couldn't remember the structure.
but i got a 47/60 so not too bad(: could have done better though.
going home later. but im in a dilemma now
whether to stay in boarding or go home for holidays
people reading this
opinions please haha!
i feel like going home though
school is a place that is hard to unwind sometimes.
i dont know
to that one person i thought was my good friend
probably you never ever read this.
but.
thanks for leaving me behind for others
thanks for not standing by me
thanks for not being there when i need you
thanks for treating me as invisible
thanks for not including me in outings
thanks for not agreeing to study with me
and study with others instead
thanks for lying to my face
i always thought you were a friend,
maybe i was wrong
maybe it was just what i thought
thanks for turning me into what i don't want to be,
to shut my doors to the outside world
to laugh wholehearted and to be silence one more
but now i know how to move on
to let go of everything.
because of you i broke one simple rule
to hope for too much
hope for more than a friend like you can be.
the higher a hope, the harder i fall.that is it.
im free now, because i don't treat you like a close friend no more
the first friendship i let go and threw it away.
thanks for the memories
now i can concentrate and do what im suppose to do
not fret about friendship when i see you.
my love,its you that i want
but loving is a crime.