its coming.
Friday, July 18, 2008 @ 4:07 PM
haven't been blogging.
damn.
haha
wednesday was national schools finals yeah
ran the relay
i totally screwed up but thank goodness we won(:
0.01. wahaha
took photos! but can't upload
my com still spoil.
damn.
and the IJC guy is woohoo.
maybe cause he's angmoh.
hahaha.
i need loads of time to catch up with homework
my weekend going to burn.
damn
ss package due tuesday
history test on the worst topic ever on monday
just kill me.
and i haven't even finish my chemistry.
oh before i forget
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
HABIBAH AND HUI HIANG!
recently i feel i don't belong
especially class.i don't know why
people jsut treat me as invisble
or cliques just come into play
and im not included in
feeling so alone always
regretting not transferring out 3 years ago
i just need to hold on for 3 months.
just 3 months.. and i can finally break free from that feeling
i hate being treated as a competitor in class
not a friend
hate it when i need help but yet
can't find the comfort to ask anyone
cause it feels like a battlefiel.
every man for themselves
impossible?
but from my eyes everything its true.
i don't want to do this once again,
withdrawing myself away from everyone
hiding in my own world.
being quiet and never dare to speak up once again
isolating myself isn't the best thing i could do.
but sometimes i rather not face it.
because i hate to hurt others.
but yet others seem to always hurt me
take advantage of me.
im not a prop,im a person too.
i have feelings and emotions too
does anyone hear me.
talking to you brightens my day
im simply falling for you
but you don't know that, do you?