screwed up
Tuesday, August 19, 2008 @ 4:52 PM
well few more days to prelims written paper
practicals already started today
its the first one, chemistry
and i just screwed it up big time
i dont know whats wrong with me these days
maybe it is stress
never felt so..
short of time before
every now and then
i feel my whole body shaking.
now the obvious kind
like sort of the little vibrating kind
i dont know why
makes me feel so weird.
make me feel like my whole system just
broke down.
i need to relax
but i need to study at the same time
time is short and precious
yet for the first time i dont even feel prepared
so many things i can do
wanna do
now it just seem so outta reach.
prelims is next week and still haven't study a thing
nice.
o levels is not even three weeks after prelims
i think im totally gonna screw up o levels.
just hoping,praying
that things will turn out fine
im living day by day,
dont know what would happen tomorrow
just taking in the day's happenings as it is.
olympics(:
liu xiang china's hurdler pulled out of his event
due to injuries
sad. but im sure he'll rise up again soon
he's my idol mann(:
the whole world is pretty much
in shock about this.
usain bolt just did a 9.69
damn.
he didn't even push the last 20m
super amazing.
wanna watch gary reed's 800m
dang dont know when.
oh and russian female polt vaulter
just broke her own world record.
5.05m
last but not least
michael phelps
now the world's best swimmer
8 golds 7 world record
freak of nature
nice.
signing off got to go study
i hope i can
and i miss dancing even though
its only been about two weeks
i just miss being myself.
------------------------------------------------------------------------
I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show
It's time
To let you know
This is real
This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed
To be now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now I've found who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe
In myself
it's the only way