halloween
Friday, October 31, 2008 @ 9:24 PM
physics paper was hell
everything i studied didn't even come out
i was like what?
i pretty much can't do the whole paper.
screwed up two papers already
flunk o levels-.- i'll kill myself.
the dumbest thing i've done is hisotry paper
i didn't do the essay for my strongest topic cause i didn't even
see the question--"
what a waste.
i don't want to know my results for o's cause i know i screwed up
my brain drifted away.
it never came back
it never will
now all i have is my half dead soul
carrying me through.
tried to study social studies which on monday
apparently nothing went in to my head.
smartest thing i've done this week
injured my hand which is like my middle and fourth finger
plus the upper face of my hand
now i can't even write properly
can't even close and open it properly
and can't use much strength.
and if it doesn't recover im dead
cause i got ss paper on monday
just hit the ball and injured it yesterday
bbc is such a nice channel to listen and improve english
im going to cut my singlish out seriously
i realise typing this post alone is hard.
two weeks to o's
i don't know whether to even try sometimes
when i know i screwed up so badly
i tell myself if i don't get 20 points and below for L1R5
im a complete idiot and i probably would just find ways to kill myself
nice.
HAPPY HALLOWEEN.