I'm Amanda. 20. I dance and I run.
Graduated from Leisure and Resort Management,
but I have no idea what I want from life yet.
Don't judge me.
broken pieces
Saturday, November 29, 2008 @ 12:06 AM
why is this all happening
this is stupid
yes i know
but i can't do anything to solve it

you're simply changing
changing into someone i barely even know
someone i thought i knew simply faded away
like you have gone with the wind
i tried to hold you back
tried to save every single piece of the puzzle,friendship
yet it simply drifted away
now i'm at a loss
now i really don't know what to think
what to do anymore
so much stuff on my mind now
it's driving me nuts
family,friends what else is there
just come to me now

i realise i've been running
running from every problem i faced
i thought it was solved
actually it never did
i simply avoided it by hiding every somewhere else
now when that hiding simply vanish
i realise everything is what it is.
i think i surpress my feelings and emotions too much sometimes
what can i do now

i simply miss all the use to be
cause the future that is coming at me
simply is too overwhelming