perspective
Tuesday, December 23, 2008 @ 10:56 AM
it's gym day
but still i felt tired
and i'm aching all over now
thank goodness i didn't go today cause i got something on
today is macritchie
yesterday felt really happy training
and ate lunch with the juniors at banquet
after that walk a little with gina
then went home not long later
later meeting bryan who just came back from london till christmas,
sufei,eugene and nicholas lam though i can't remember him
oschool is close for this whole week
boring
no dance class
cannot session with alisha cause she's busy
rot.
i think i need to cool down
why am i feeling the way i am
about little stuff that doesn't even matter
maybe cause people know how to move on and get their own life
throw people like me aside
maybe i'm clinging too much of the past
let go, maybe i really should just let go.
my expectations of family,friends even people
are too high
maybe i shouldn't even have expectations
family doesn't feel like a family
friends doesn't feel like friends
the need and desperation to run away.