I'm Amanda. 20. I dance and I run.
Graduated from Leisure and Resort Management,
but I have no idea what I want from life yet.
Don't judge me.
venturing out
Saturday, December 27, 2008 @ 10:20 PM
rotting at home isn't the most pleasant thing to do
but didn't have a choice
so live with it.

dance is becoming my everyday thought
its seriously driving me insane
every single piece of music i hear
makes me picture nothing but routine and simply dance
but it's really driving me nuts that i can't level up
cause im afraid to venture out
afraid to interact and session or something of that sort
always trying to get people who don't dance to dance concerts
honestly what's the point
as much as i love dancing
maybe i just wasn't meant to do it
what my bro has been telling me all along
maybe i really can't make it to where i want

he even said im going to fail my O's
part of me wants to deny that thought
but part of me know the possibility of me overshooting 20 points
for L1R5, is largely possible

been on earth for 16 years
and still not know what i'm suppose to do
what i'm good at.

living is harder than i thought
everyday is a challenge.