familiar feeling
Friday, March 13, 2009 @ 10:48 PM
been working like crazy. dead tired
and i have nightmare of making phonecalls
after calling 400 over parents.
tomorrow dance for sure
at night family dinner
so can't go radikal forze crew 11 anniversary at zouk
sigh.
wanna go IT fair tomorrow to check it out.
the feeling of being alone
sometimes make me feel comfortable
at the same time so afraid
when i want it to go away
i fear that i might never feel like that again
afraid that when i open my doors
hurt is all i would get
remarks,nicknames sometimes hurt
yet i have to act like i don't care
because of one nickname
i did something stupid
and hurt myself in the end
now when i look at my skin
i feel like i have a disease
am i going nuts,
this insecurity is driving me crazy