presentation was okay
scary though
many said it is easy and fun
but not for me, cause im not that outspoke.
hands were shaking.
gosh.
horrible feeling

went for holqa dinner after project that ended at 6pm or something.
so little people once again
xephry came even though he's in zetten.
reach home like 10pm
it was fun even though there was very little people
i miss the noisy holqa

today/yesterday since its a late post.
is all about confidence
luqman asked me if i'm joining Floor The Love(FTL)
at first, i straight away said no
cause i know i'm not good enough
he said train hard and smart and i needed confidence
and he said this:
"confidence will come if you start loving yourself,
love who you are and then you can love what you do better"
actually he told me to try for fun
thought it was nice
this was really a good reflection for me.
thought about it the whole day
and i know if i wanna get better i know i have to overcome my fears.
thank you luqman
although i can't join cause my partner,Alisha thinks its better to join next year.

Talking to Auntie again
it's like a everyday thing now
it feels good to talk to him
cause can say anything i want without thinking what he would think.
is like a complaint channel
was talking about my presentation which lead to talking of dance
he said something about go freestyle on stage then.
i was like no way, you crazy, i so noob, and 'CUI'
i keep emphasizing 'CUI'
he just said practise! also not ask you to perform.
and one thing that sent chills to my bones and touched my heart
"don't think so much, just practise with your heart"
i was like wow.seriously speechless
but thank you

i can feel the oppportunity just right at my finger tips
slipping away.
next year i would be so busy.GOSH
Time management