listen

what is it with these few days
i just want things to be normal again
maybe i don't fucking care about how people treat me
but sometimes when you have so many things going on
you do have to care.

i can't find a time when i'm not thinking of the problems im facing
besides the time that im sleeping
being awake now is hell, is a nightmare.
i just wanna run away.

things are gonna be like that for a long time
i act like im fine
but everything is not.
i just wanna laugh like im the happiest person on earth
i just want a good laugh, one that actually feels real.

my feet hurts after modern,thanks ryan for the class
the mj song man in the mirror was a wakening call.

thanks auntie once more.