woke up at 1 plus when Divya called
Conference with Divya and Mei Xian
they decidedto go TP and train today

i couldn't decide whether to train or go for Step It Up.
In the end at 3PM i chose to train cause i didn't wanna feel awkward at a bboy jam

training was ultimately slack
it was suppose to be anyway
just that we added our own stuff such that it won't be THAT slack
my muscles are still aching.
gosh, horrible horrible

tomorrow going to watch suntec comp again
seriously there is nothing to do anyway

the same stuff goes through my mind everyday
it's frustrating and it's a tough decision
difficult to commit both ways.
cause it doesn't only involve me sometimes
sigh

if only someone was there to hear me thrash it all out
no one is listening but myself.