had modern today,
couldn't go for An An's class because of this.
sigh

ryan's a great teacher of course.
he's awesome in fact.
but somehow i just don't have the feel for modern.
i like the song, but when i dance.
it's like i can't feel the love for it.

for modern
1. modern is good for me, i get to know my body better
2. people who want to get it, can't get in. it's a waste to quit
3. i get to learn more stuff, it's something new
4. it would help with with dance in general, might help my hip hop improve.

against modern
1. i look weird doing it
2. i have to work extra hard to be on par with others,
due to old injuries i sustain from track. modern used the parts that i injured
3. i don't have the feel and love for modern. it feels like i'm doing it for the sake of doing it.
4. it clashes with An an's hip hop class

see the dilemma?