finally a decent update.
i've been doing only short posts on LJ
due to various time constraints

Dance training officially starts
kinda sad, i don't know why
somehow i feel like i'm losing my interest to dance
especially after i strain my muscle in modern class on wednesday
every time i dance now, it seems that i have to think twice.
it just seems that i can't do what i want
it's like in tpde, i feel so trapped, constrainted
if i didn't join tpde, where would i be?
probably track. but seeing 'it' is like a total turn off
i wouldn't have met all the crazy asses in my batch.
but every now and then, i feel like quitting tpde.
too much commitment, and i don't have the time
but i can't bear to do it.
i feel so useless.
studies like shit, dance like shit
the best thing i'm good at, sports now also like shit.
sigh.
don't even know if i'm able to dance for GEMS,
my muscle is like strained for the third time
it's gonna be a tough recovery
i'm not looking forward to stretching and strengthening.
need the sports tape too.
and i've got nothing.

projects are like a waste of time
irritant.
marketing presentation is down, POM report is down
Macro and F&B deadline coming up
so are both of my CDS.

i'm just not in the right mood to do anything right
i forgot there's training tomorrow
and i thought i can go oschool
i remembered training 2-5pm
wtf
there goes my saturday
i hate it when people spoil my saturday
i'm sorry you guys must be thinking it's just saturday, still got sunday
fyi, saturday is my day, i don't do any work but slack
i like waking up late on saturdy and it's the only rest day i've got
and it's my favourite day
besides the activities i plan, i hate it when people plan activities for me on saturday.
screw it.