I'm Amanda. 20. I dance and I run.
Graduated from Leisure and Resort Management,
but I have no idea what I want from life yet.
Don't judge me.
loser
Saturday, February 13, 2010 @ 11:10 PM
i feel like a total loser
i feel hopeless
i'm not even studying properly
it's cny and my room is like a rubbish dump
Amanda, you're fucking lazy
useless piece of crap
and all you can think about is..
i broke the promise to myself
disappointment sets in
predicting that i'm gonna screw up my exams
so is dance.
in life, you don't always get what you want
things don't go the way you want it to
just accpt the damn fact and move on.
Amanda, you should just die, really.
no one gives a shit about your fucking problems
it's karma i suppose, really it is.
sigh. if only it was mutual..