I'm Amanda. 20. I dance and I run.
Graduated from Leisure and Resort Management,
but I have no idea what I want from life yet.
Don't judge me.
unexplainable
Thursday, February 18, 2010 @ 12:39 AM
a face in the crowd
that was all it is
it became frequent
and a routine is all seems

a notice was when it all started
a feeling sparkled
but it was left in the unknown
until it started to grow

as days go by
i realise what the feeling was
and what i hope it wasn't
the time ain't right
the feeling needs to wipe
i thought it would be easy
lemon squeezy i must say
but this time it isn't so easy
it's real and serious like i've never known
it's a first and hopefully not the last

this sparkle turns into troubles
faith becomes a maze
the deeper i'm in
the more i'm getting lost in it

i wish i did not enter this maze
because it is such a craze
words in my heart are left unsaid
fear is a barrier and a protection

all i'm afraid of is what might change
i'll be left empty and never hope again
my heart would never be the same
-Amanda