I've been running away from everything in front of me. Telling people I'm
okay but the fact that i'm not. I don't know what i've got to do right now, to
believe in people who know me my entire life or to believe in myself. When
presented with only one option that you're unwilling to take or afraid to go,what would you do? When the choice is in fact, not even up to you to decide.When it actually is a road laid out beautifully like icing on a cake. Is it really all that important, why do you keep questioning me? I'm really tired, to hold myself together, to make my stand and to try to live my life the way i want it. Why do you keep creating obstacles when it is all not necessary? Why can't you make it easier for me? You feel like i have it easy, you feel like i'm really useless don't you? Sick and tired of all the things that you say. I think you pretty much view as no future. Maybe it's true because i don't even have faith in myself anymore. Just do what you want. I pretty much give up on going against. I just want everything, all of these, to stop right now.