The choice is mine to make and no one else.When you're presented two things that you love equally how am i suppose to make a choice, choosing one over the other. It's nearly impossible. I thought i could let one go, but after almost a year it doesn't seem possible. I still miss the other, i still want it. If the timing is good, everything would be in place. In life, you don't always get what you want. Probably, that's why life ain't easy. The times when i'm not feeling the music and dance, it's the time when i'm questioning myself, can i really dance? Am i meant to do this? I know sports is in my blood, i definitely can do it without much difficulty if i work hard. But, what about dance? When i look at myself in the mirror, i feel like an idiot. Really, because i feel like i look like an absolute retard. I'll just leave it to time i guess. I think i'm just unlucky because the life i have and the road i'm taking or have chosen to take is more difficult than any other i have taken so far.