I'm Amanda. 20. I dance and I run.
Graduated from Leisure and Resort Management,
but I have no idea what I want from life yet.
Don't judge me.
when age catches up
Wednesday, March 3, 2010 @ 11:45 PM
today i saw two things that made me think

1)an old couple crossing the road hand in hand
i was in the bus that was waiting for the pedestrians to go
and looking out the window i saw the old couple
the timer was almost gone but they were going too slowly
trying to move faster but can't
still hand in hand they went
even though the old man could walk a little faster than his wife
in my mind, all i thought was
will i have someone with me when i'm old?
or will i be old and lonely?
it's really a great sight to see people being together all their lives
of course many wish it's love.
but life is unpredictable,
so i just settle for what is a better possibility,friends
i just wish my best friends,the crazy toots
will be there until we grow old
and we can laugh at all our stupid jokes and shitass nonsense.
good memories, and ongoing(:

2)an old lady dressed in macdonald's uniform
obviously she work for macs
from a society point of view,
it's good cause she's old but contributing.
there's an ageing population so need these old ladies to work
blah blah.
but old lady's point of view, is it a good thing?
shouldn't she be enjoying life.
why isn't her kids providing for her?
i just thought if i'm old
will i be like that too?
working for macdonalds?
it's really she could hardly walk faster enough to get down the bus with the crowd
slogging all her life and can't enjoy it.
reality can be really harsh sometimes.
shall not dwell too much on it
and enjoy life, every moment of it.

hell days are coming
and i'm freaking tired.

why can't you just get out of my mind
is this really too deep this time