I'm Amanda. 20. I dance and I run.
Graduated from Leisure and Resort Management,
but I have no idea what I want from life yet.
Don't judge me.
jump start
Saturday, April 17, 2010 @ 3:09 PM
Regatta performance was 'cui to the max'
that's all i can say. well more for joey's item
because we sat there for 2 hours and became 'nua'
but thanks guys for all the retarded training sessions we had(:
woohoo, joey's hip hop item ftw!
almost fell down during the performance, stupid stage=.=
okay well, since its over.
let me try to be happy(:

next week recruiment drive, got performance again!
but it's alright. it's the street scene song
i like. so nevermind(:
school is starting in two days!
gosh i'll be at sentosa=(
going to miss seeing everyone i know in school!
and i have to rush back if there's training!
that's gonna suck even more.
i don't even know where the hell is the school.
first day of school i'm going to be lost.
GREAT. what a nice way to start of my year 2.

today is a saturday and i'm at home.haha!

this feeling has been in me too long
probably the longest ever.
and it's growing stronger, not weaker
i want it to go away.
really stop.
because i know i won't get what i want.
seeing you at regatta doesn't help either.
i feel worst when all i can do is reach out to you from afar.
i really need to stop this.
the only positive thing i can think of is
"at least we're friends"
it's also probably the least comforting thing.