I'm Amanda. 20. I dance and I run.
Graduated from Leisure and Resort Management,
but I have no idea what I want from life yet.
Don't judge me.
national schools fever
Wednesday, April 14, 2010 @ 11:50 PM


Today was the final day of national schools
it's probably always the most exciting and awesome of all
the crowd goes wild and all you hear is people screaming for you
people from your school or maybe not.
it's like probably the best competition of all.
i miss a lot of stuff,
the feeling of knowing so many people
and just getting to know more each time you compete
i miss that kind of feeling
you can just talk to any random person you're running with
and you become friends.
the part about running is that sometimes you don't just run for yourself
you run for your team, for points or medal
win together,lose together.
and everytime your feet touches the track during competition
you probably know why you've been training so hard all the while.
just for that moment on the track.

glad to have met those people in the picture,
not everyone who is suppose to be there is there.
you guys certainly hold a place in my life.
let's hope a few years down the road, we would still remember each other
and do all sorts of crazy shit still.
and many others, i'm glad i met y'all from competitions.
though we don't hang out often.
but glad to have known y'all and compete with you people from other schools

i was a spectator today ,of course, over age remember?
but still it's awesome to be just watching
this year, the juniors totally raised the bar
"records are meant to be broken"
well certainly they live up to that
My batch used to always come so close to the damn record,
but always fail to break it due to screwed up passings.
proud to be your senior, and congratulations to all of you!
Although, we didn't retain the B girls title.
but it's okay, it's just a title.
the timings have become so much faster than our time.
Mr P's training certainly is effective.
guess i probably see Shanti in the papers. haha!
All the best to those involve in YOG trials!
Train hard!
<3

sometimes i wonder, why dance isn't like this
why is it so divided?
in track, no matter how old you are we still bond like a team
sure you have your cliques, but is it so difficult to welcome others.
"win together, lose together"
this should be more important in dance than in track.
since you're always dancing with someone.
an item is an item, if it looks bad, everyone is at fault
it's team thing.
i can't say i dance for myself, cause i really don't.
i heard somewhere before, you can't always think for others
you gotta think and dance for yourself.
but what's the point, because i don't see the purpose when i'm alone.
i think really need track, to help me remember who am i.
my point of view about things and most importantly being discipline.

some people may think i'm trash talking
if you don't agree, it's alright
it's my blog and my point of view
this post is not meant to shoot anyone on purpose
just what i think and feel.
so please don't go and backstab me by saying i gossip about you
thank you.