I don't even know how to put what i'm feeling in words.
That is how complicated things are now.
I try to be happy, I choose to be.
Some things are just easier said than done.
I can't just ignore everything, all the problems.
I just wish i could.
In the attempt to, someone would just remind me of
where i am and what i am suppose to be doing.
Why can't i just take an alternative route?
Why isn't there one for me.
I just need a breather. A way out.
Maybe just this once.
Too many thing happening to a not so great person, me.
It's just me being unlucky.
I can feel my heart hurting right now even though nothing is piercing it.