happy birthday mum
Monday, May 3, 2010 @ 11:09 PM
hardly able to open my eyes.
i bought a cake and mascara for my mum for her birthday
Dear Mum,
though it's not much and that you may never read this
but just wanna say Happy birthday mummy!
i'm not very good with words when it comes to talking,
i don't know how to express myself when it comes to feelings more personal
sometimes, i look like i don't care about a lot of stuff but i really do
i know that you ask a lot of questions to find out how i'm doing
or what i've been up to lately
i know my answers haven't been the most pleasant because i'm used to being alone
all on my own, i like keeping things to myself.
you never really complained and i really like that.
i know you try everything you can to give us what you can
and time isn't the most important thing at the moment to give.
maybe because of that i've become this "alone" person.
Really appreciate what you've done for the family,
although it was only me and you blowing the cake
but i see the happiness and joy in your face that i remembered
i did something and it's really all about the thoughts
i feel content that you're happy i just wish i could have done more
much more for you to be happier and lead a better life.
but i'm only me and there is only so much i can do.
i hope you have an awesome birthday.
♥ Amanda