I'm Amanda. 20. I dance and I run.
Graduated from Leisure and Resort Management,
but I have no idea what I want from life yet.
Don't judge me.
illusions
Monday, June 14, 2010 @ 11:20 PM
Everyone dreams when they sleep
Sometimes you dream, sometimes you don't
I wonder how you know if you're gonna dream
Sometimes you don't remember them, sometimes you do
When you don't, it becomes deja vu.
When you do, it misleads your heart and mind.

I used to love dreaming
Now i don't
because..
Dreams are scaring me nowadays

I dream of people i don't know
or i dream of weird things.
I used to feel in a certain way for you
i let go, moved on.
One dream, just one..
can turn my life around and make me feel it again
it's misleading cause it'll never happen
and i know deep down inside me that it won't happen
yet i can't help but imagine if it was real.
I woke up feeling it was real,
i could feel you, your breath and your presence.
Only to wake up and realise it was a lie,
it was just a dream.
Please go away soon
drift away feelings, drift.
i don't want illusions, i want reality.