Saturday, September 25, 2010 @ 11:50 PM
I wish i could runaway for awhileI need to clear my head sometimes
Happy Birthday Divya(:
Thank you for everything over the years.Glad to have you in my life, hope you enjoyed yourself today! Sorry if i'm kinda quiet, no idea why. See ya soon, love ya.
I think over the years, when i closed myself in. I think i'll never learn how to love again. It's difficult to express how i feel verbally because i'm afraid, but not sure what i'm afraid of. Even to my own family, i find it weird to have any conversation related to feelings. I guess i drifted away on my own. Don't know why, but i just did. If i'm ever cold to anyone, i'm sorry but i can't help it sometimes.The thing is, i think i'm drifting further away from everyone, i seem to draw a circle around myself. The only way i feel connected is when i think about the best memories i had, that constantly remind me of me.
Happy Birthday Divya(:
Thank you for everything over the years.Glad to have you in my life, hope you enjoyed yourself today! Sorry if i'm kinda quiet, no idea why. See ya soon, love ya.
I think over the years, when i closed myself in. I think i'll never learn how to love again. It's difficult to express how i feel verbally because i'm afraid, but not sure what i'm afraid of. Even to my own family, i find it weird to have any conversation related to feelings. I guess i drifted away on my own. Don't know why, but i just did. If i'm ever cold to anyone, i'm sorry but i can't help it sometimes.The thing is, i think i'm drifting further away from everyone, i seem to draw a circle around myself. The only way i feel connected is when i think about the best memories i had, that constantly remind me of me.