how do i cope with everything? I really do not know, i just give it my all and try.I don't know the ending because i never thought about how it would benefit me. All i think about is now, this is all i want and i'm doing it. Everyday i ask myself the same questions even though i've answered them before. I don't know why, but it's the only stuff on my mind. Dance, Track, Studies.I feel like i'm going crazy, friends are the only things keeping me sane.A lot of times i feel like crying, not because i'm sad or anything. I simply can't find the reason to cry at all. I'm so tired of my very own life, the very one that i chose for it to be, i guess i was overly ambitious of what i can do with it. I guess i thought i was superwoman. I'm human, and there's always a limit to strength, no matter how strong my passion is, there's gonna be a day when my body can't keep up with it. I don't know what to do because i hate making choices. To give up one thing, it'll feel like half of me is gone. For now, all i can do is keep going.

School is killing me, Sugarloaf operations start next week!
I don't understand all the subjects i'm taking.

Recital is this weekend, Can't wait. It's probably the only thing i look forward to right now

Track is becoming more intensive.