movin' on
Saturday, December 18, 2010 @ 12:49 AM
Feeling all the fatigue but yet gotta keep pushing on, keep moving. For myself, because no one believed I could cope with so many things at the same time. Just because others have doubts doesn't mean I would just back down. I have my doubts, I don't believe I would be able to make it through one day but, I try my best to make it happen. Each day I succeed, I grow stronger but, somehow much lonelier. Maybe because I'm doing it all alone and I'm the only one in this situation. Nevertheless, everyday all I'm gonna do is keep trying till one day i can't take it any longer. Without track, I probably never would have gain determination at all. In track, no matter how tired we are, we would not just stop but, keep running even if we slow down. Never walk until the end of the run, the most we're reduce to a jog (unless in an emergency). I miss those days where I didn't have to fret about schedules because it is all planned out.