With my lips I say "I don't feel anything yet, I'm just scared I would feel it", but everytime I say it I know it's all lies because I know I already feel it, maybe it's not the exact feeling but I feel some thing in my heart. I'm not asking for much, not even asking for you to feel the same. Just asking my heart to be able to shut up, stop and pull away. I just wanna leave, get away but, no matter where I think of going, whenever I feel sad my first thought is towards you, that's where I wanna go when I'm upset. This is so wrong, this isn't suppose to happen.

It's gonna hurt, but I need to try. You wouldn't even notice if i'm gone. So guess it makes no difference. Goodbye