i'm slowly falling
Wednesday, September 12, 2012 @ 12:34 AM
Everything feels wrong.
Never felt right before.
Not even once.
Failed myself once again.
How many times must I fail myself before I stop.
Thoughts and worries in my head never went away.
It just hides at the back of mind.
I wanna be free, I wanna be happy.
I wanna be me.
I wanna feel like i'm myself again.
Just never know how to find my way back to me.
I'm getting lost, more lost, every single day
How is it that I lost myself when i found you.
Instead of i'm not worthy of you
In actual fact, you're not worthy of me.
My low self esteem and lack of confidence have crushed me terribly.
For the last time, I said that last time.
but i'm so caught up with you, i forget everything I said.
Amanda you gotta wake up.
You gotta stop thinking about someone who doesn't give a shit bout you.
What if this life, wasn't mine to live.
Everyone has something they lived for, what if i had nothing.
What if this was all wrong.